about me

2012-02-12T10:54:00.002+08:00

sometime no matter how hard we want to forget about something ,

Those memories just flashback .

No matter what happen , life still go on .

Its has been long since i last post ,

Common test just ended ,

I dont think i pass most of my test .

But its okay .

Hahah .

Should just end here ,

BYE ~

2012-02-06T06:35:00.002+08:00

Those memories i have with you ,

Can't be replace ,

I may had regret , but i will still continue with life .

Just remember you are unreplaceable . (:

Common test started last thursday ,

Having a very hard time studying ,

Cause i am still in my holiday moods .

Haiss..

Time passes so fast ,

Soon its will be march already .

I thought the year just started only . :(

Well ,

Anyway my lovely girl TEOXINPING !

Please stop thinking about those unhappiness thing that happen in your life .

Come on ,

I know you are strong ,

But some thing you have to put it behind ,

Cause i don't wish to see the unhappy you .

Its heartbreaking for people to see you like that ,

And somemore i am your close friend / sister .

Hope you are fine alright .
(:

That all for today ~

Bye ~

2012-01-30T16:08:00.002+08:00

Some memories of the past flashback again ,
Those mistake i made when i was childish .
I regretted some much ,
Now that i knew ,
Actually i love you .
But you don't love me anymore . ):

Today its the 8th day of lunar new year ,
Firstly , i hope like to wish my ah gong ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAYY ! (:
Secondly , I hope to wish RYAN ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAYY ! (:

Common test is around the corner ,
And i am not in the mood for it .
How ?
What can i do ?
Well ,
My aim for this year i so high from now ,
What am i suppose to do ?
Who can motivate me ?
WHOOO >?
Time passes so fast ,
FEBUARY is coming in 2 days already . ;(
Hais

Well ,
Got to pray already .
BYE ~

2012-01-25T21:47:00.002+08:00

Remember those days ?

With my lovely cousins ?

Grandpa how are you doing ? i miss you badly .

If you are still around , those things wont happen and now we are still united ..

Seriously , i wan you back again .

Miss you grandpa .

So yeah ,

Its new year season ,

Have holiday mood = no study mood .

Having so much time to thing what we want ,

Everyone started stdying already ,

And i am still lacking behind ,

What should i do ?

Anyone comment people .

Having so much stress , ):

So well ,

Parents are still arguing about the things,

When will you guy change?

Hais ,

Can we back to the past ?

Please grandpa .

I hope you can grant me this wish .

(;

Bye ~

2012-01-22T16:27:00.003+08:00

The feeling when memories flashback ,

Things that had happened ,

Just pop up , those memories return which make me misses the most .

Those moment i had with the person .

Its just let me miss the past especially that him .

Today its already LUNAR NEW YEAR EVE .

Everyone is so busy packing and buying thing ,

So yeah ,

I am just like them ,

Have to pack my messy room ,

Its a hard time clearing those stuff .

Saw some notes and diary i wrote for someone ,

Seem like those thing had just happen but its had been a year .

Those memories should not be remember .

Its a public holiday tomorrow,

Hope everyone enjoy .

And to all chinese ,

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR ,

May all your wishes fulfilled .

All the best and get more ANGBAO ! (:

Bye ~

2012-01-09T10:56:00.002+08:00

The moment when you want something to be yours ,
And you thought of the other ,
You feel like giving up .

Hello ,
School has started one week already ,
Lots of homeworks and etc have to complete ,
This year is a packed year,
So everyone is like working so hard to achieve good result .
Heard that people has started to chiong for n level ,
When i heard it , its was shocking .
Cause i still have not start at all .
Well ,
Shall complete my Amath & Emath homework first . (:

Okay ,
Bye people ! (:

2012-01-04T16:42:00.002+08:00

I miss them , the feeling of going back but there are something that just stop me to ..
The moment you know how much they needed you & you needed them .
Just something that isn't right somehow ..

School has just began ,
Its the 2nd day of school ,
And i feel the stress and pressure already .
The time we left before exam .
I wan to work hard and graduate next year .
So have to start stdying before i regret ..

Anyway ,
HAPPY BELATED 16th BIRTHDAY TO
MY DEAREST PANGSHIXUAN !
Although we isn't that close ,
But i hope you do well for your 'N' level this week ,
And stop thinking of going to ITE okay ?
Hahah ! (:

There are just something we human can't do at all ,
Sometime we just have to face it ,
Although we dont wish to ,

M , i am disappointed in you ! :(

Bye ~

2011-12-30T21:05:00.003+08:00

I hate you seriously uncle ,
Whenever you did something wrong you would blame other people ,
Have you thought of other people ?
For how many weeks i had covered you ?
You go and think about it !
If you think whatever you had done is correct ,
Trust me , i wont not even bother to greet you when i see you ! -.-
You are just someone without brain ,
You bloody FUCKER !
You are no longer my uncle you bloody shit !

__________________________________________________

Christmas has pass ,
New year is coming in 2 days time ~
Hoping that in the brand new year thing will change .
So tired of life seriously .

Should i say i am happyy to leave those miserable life in t------- ?
i seriously dont feel happy at all .
I dont know what's is wrong with me seriously .
Too much problem in my life .
Especially relative problem and not family problem !
seriously how i wish i don't have this kind of relative ,
Its just a disgrace to my family !
Whatever ,
Wishing everyone a Happy New Year ,
Although i have been saying about my relative problem ,
But i am sorry people .

All the best in the coming year .
Have a blast , enjoy !

Bye

2011-12-21T21:22:00.002+08:00

Hello , I am back > (:

Remember how we used to be last time ?

I still remember , Those sweet messages , those sweet smiles .

I seriously miss it .

Its has been long since i last post ,

Wasn't using computer that often .

20 December ,

Went to with TEOXINPING ,

Went shopping the whole day finding or christmas presents,

So tiring ,

After that went to meet SHITING & XUEQI .

Had a drink at AMK Hub ,

So much laughter and had a long chat with them . (:

Love it . (:

I am so looking forward to CHRISTMAS . (:

Shall post till here then .

BYEE ~

2011-07-07T10:18:00.002+08:00

well ,
did not went to sch todayy ,
as my eye is super swollen ,
and have 14 stitches above my eye .
well ,
accident do happen ,
what to do ?
hahass ..

well ,
people i am okayy ,
dont have to worryy .. (:

bye all.

2011-06-19T11:53:00.003+08:00

Firstlyyy,

Happy Father's Day to my darlingg daddyy ..

Thank you for the care and concern .

Thanks for giving me watever i wan when i ask for it .

You are the best daddy i have .

You are super awesomeee .Me LOVE you .. (:

Hope that you have a great day ahead .

And sorry that i cant celebrate with you .

As i have my hockey stuff .

Sorry about that . :/

But I seriously love you . (:

Secondly ,

Happy belated birthday to haresh .

I am sorry that i did not go for your celebration ,

My bad ,

As i got something on .

Please do forgive .

Hope that i can go out with you once again .

In addition ,

Singapore U18 Asia Cup for hockey ,

Already started .

Its was awesomee .

The first game singapore vs brunei,

Was 12-0 ,

Well done singapore.

I believe that singapore can at least get 2nd .

Go on singapore .

We are here to support you .

Okayy ,

I have got to go for my CIP ,

At anchorvale .

Hope that singapore will win again . (:

Once again ,

Happy Father's Day to my darlingg daddyy ! :)

Byeeeeee.. (:

2011-06-13T12:43:00.003+08:00

Sometime ,
I wish i never live..
out of sudden thing pop up in my mind ,
So how i feel regret.
I dunno wat i am thinking longer..
Feel that i am a useless.
How i wish i dont have a phone ,
No one could contact me .
i can stay in my own life ,
And no one would know how i am feelingg..
Just hope i can leave the world soon ..
Haiss..

This few days,
Went to hospital to accompany my dearest girl ,
Hoping that her granny would be fine ,
Cause i know my dearest love her alot .
So i would also wish for her grannyy .
Auntiee ,
Takecare of yourself ,
Live on ,
Cause my dearest still wan you . (:

Okayy ,
Shall ppost till here ..

2011-06-12T01:01:00.002+08:00

Ahh Girl arhh ..

I am super worried for you ,

You must be fine ,

Please do not toture yourself ,

you would hurt us even more .

Seeing you cry make my heart breaks ,

I know you are strong ,

We believe in you ,

Pleasee eat more and drink more ..

Super Duper worried .

Please smile like last time..

Anyway sister are always here with you .

Recently went to

ZOO , MOVIES !

Everything i did for now is awesomee ,

I super love it .

Gonaa be busy for the next few days or next week.

Everything in life change ,

We have gonna accept it and live on with life ,

Its might be hard at time ,

But this is life ,

We have to accept it ,

Cause no one life will be easy ..

Gonna stay strong and fight on together .

I know we can do it !

Wishing that people wont look at the wrong point of view .

Wishing all my friends/sisters to be happy ! (:

Bye bye ..

2011-06-04T10:00:00.002+08:00

Back to post,
Its a new month,
With new hope,
Hoping that things can changed at times ,
But isnt me which can change the situation ,
But to react with the situation after the occurs,
Everyone has different problem ,
And everyone look at the different point of you ,
So dont ever judge a person ,
Cause you are never better than them .

Okayy ,
Just ended the NYP competition .
Its almost with my lovely sec 5 player. (:
Its the last time we gonna play together ,
I swear i will miss you all ~! (:
Well done ,
Actually we get champion but end up geing second due to the boy ,
But we know that we done our best and proof them wrong.
AWESOMEEE TEAM !
How i wish we can stay in this team like forever >?
Hahas. (:
Thankyou senior ,
You all gave me the most memorable time in the team!
~~

Just ended the advanced elective module.
Its super awesomee fun .
Although my mood wasnt good .
The practial was awesomee .
The hand on ,
Such as taping , icing , massage, strecthing and etc.
Was fun ! (:
Thankyou trainer ! (:
At first i dont really like the course as i think its bored ,
But end up ,
ILOVETHECOURSE !
Maybe i will be taking the course ! (:
~~~

Thankyou XINPING , SHERYEE , SHIXUAN !
Then came to watch my match .
I thought they were just playing ,
But then they came .
Was touched byy themm ! (:
Hope to go out with you guy soon ! (:
~~~

Many things had happen,
I learn to give up on thing,
And to be strong .
Although ,
Sometimes thing could be changed ,
But somehow just dont wish to ..
Sorry boyy ,
I may make you unhappy,
but you hurt me more than i hurt you ,
Yeahh ,
I may be bad to you , but i still say sorry to you after that,
But you?
Hahas, (:
You are my past already ! (:

1st week of holiday had gone !
Let have fun for the rest of the holiday ! (:

Bye all !
Enjoyy ! (:

2011-05-26T09:03:00.003+08:00

Back to post once again .

Its has been long seen i last post ,

Sorry i did not know wat to post and was lazy .

Recently ;

XINPING BIRTHDAYY ! (:

HAPPYY 15th Birthdayy ! (:

GET BACK MYE RESULT ;

I did not do well ,

Time to buck up ,

resukt in grade ..

A1 , B3 , B4 , C5 , C6 , D7

was badly done . ):

Recently ,

Alot of thing happen ,

haiss ,

I feel bad as i can't help my friend .

I dunno whyy ..

Sometime i feel that i am trap in the middle ,

But i tried my best to help ,

End up quarreling ..

I don't like it ..

But sometime its my fault ,

I agree ..

But i dun wan quarrel to carry on anymore .

My result was totally suck .

I regretted ..

I did not study as hard as i wanted ..

Haiss .

I will worked double hard now ..

L1R4 : 22

I need get 10 onlyy ..

Haiss .. ):

Z ;

Sometimee , i dunno how to help you ,

I am sorry ..

I cant be there as how i told you .

I only can text you to find out thing ..

Sorryy , i am a useless indeed ..

I know you are sad recentlyy..

Sorryy ,

I dunno how to help you , but to say sorryy

That the only way i can help ..

Maybe i shouldn't be your friend at all ,

Cause i cant help youuu..

I am so so useless ,

I am sorryy ..

But watever happen you can tell me .

I told you before i will always be here .

XP ;

You were right ,

Me and you usually fight due to small matter ,

I am sorryy..

But i wan youu to know its for your own good ,

Cause i won;t sabo you ..

You should know it ..

So yeahh ,

Sorry i can't cheer you up because of his matter ,

Cause i did not really know the storyy ,

I don't want to make more matter upp .

Hope you understand it alrightt..

And remember i am always here ..

Cheerup alright .

There is always me . (:

Okayy ,

I will post till here ..

2011-05-08T21:13:00.013+08:00

This was the recent photo !

ILOVEALLOFTHEMM ! (:

GOODLUCK TO ALL FOR THEIR EXAM ! (:

I shall post till here .

BYE BYE ! (:

2011-03-31T19:11:00.003+08:00

I miss the cheerful and crazt team , TEAM MATE let stand up strong , We gonna work harder for next year , I dont wish to feel the pain anymore . I know we all can ! (: Go on GIRLS ! Back to post , i seriously miss the past , I miss the pass recess , I miss the time after school , I miss the time we go out , But i guess , Its wont come back anymore , No matter how much i hope for , Its would come , Haiss.. Too much thing happen at once , Mood burst out , Thing occur , Have to clear thing out now .. My words hurt , Don't your? I dunno why ? Maybe we should not be the one quarreling ? But girl , Did you ever lie to me about stuff ? I found out thingg ! I dunno why you need to do this . I am disappointed . To _ _ _ _ _ ! I know you are still upset , So and i and other , We try our best not to say in front of you , We try to make you happy , But we cant , I feel so bad , I feel like crying when i see your weakness face, i see the moody you , See the sad you , Your smile isn't there anymore. The real you not there anymore . I serious miss the pass you , Stay up strong , We still need you , GO ON GIRL ! YOU CAN DO IT ! WE ARE ALWAYS HERE WITH YOU ! WHEN YOU ARE DOWN , WE ARE ALSOM DOWN ! GO ON ! STAY STRONGGGGG !! (: BYEE BYEE !

2011-03-28T21:45:00.003+08:00

Back to post ,

Was having a bad bad mood since last week,

Haiss ,

I regretted so much ,

Haiss ..

DID not get to qualify got the semi ,

Just a hard luck .

CRY like a mad woman . ):

Haiss..

I AM A FAILURE !

I fail in friendship ,

I am not a good daughter ,

I am not a strong person ,

I am not a good hockey player . I cant control my temper . ):

BYE !

2011-03-23T22:35:00.003+08:00

Thanks sister for beingg there for me when i need you girl .
When i break down because of him .
I cry , I smile , I get crazy !
Thanks ! (:

Back to post ,
Was currently busy with hockey ,
I dunno why out of sudden ,
ILOVEHOCKEY so much !
ADDICTED MAN !
I know we could do it !
So jiayouu !
We will be fine ,
(:
GO SENGKANGG GIRLS !

** I am sorry my clique ,
Recently no time for you guy ,
Its will be soon ,
I promise ! YEAHH ! (:

SHITINGGG !

I am sorry for not celebrating your birthday with you ,

Due to the different recess ,

I am super duper sorry .

PLEASE FORGIVE !

Paisehh arhh ! ):

SKSS HOCKEY !

WE CAN DO IT !

NO WORRIES !

Boy ; I gave up on you le , No more you i will be pretty fine ! (:

BYE ALL !

2011-03-13T10:32:00.002+08:00

I dunno why i wrote sister dun stand alone .
Watever it is , forget about it !

I am so looking forward of getting my result ,
I dunno why too .
I hope i wont have much underline ,
Later mum nag again .
TUES can get back le ! YEAHH !

Having so problem on my own ,
I dunno who i can look to any longer ,
I hate it ,
Seriously ,
Can i have you back ,
And be like the past ,
I dunno why i need you so much ,
Maybe i have grow up and become more mature ,
Its has been 2 week already ,
Why are you still around ?
I am still awaiting for your text ,
I know i wont get ,
Yet i am still wishing ,
Yet ,
everyday is more disappointingg.
Yesterday went to xq house ,
see the memories i have at her house with you ,
Look out the window ,
Hope there is you around ,
Look at my phone ,
Looking forward to your message ,
nothingg happen yet most are disappointment .
haiss..

When you guy are down ,
I always say i am here ,
But when i am down ,
Who put me up and say they are here ?
No one .
I seriously dunno why i have you guy as my beloved .
I longer think i should be with you all .
You guy say no one is standing alone ,
BUT i am always standing alone .
I dun feel happy at all ,
No matter wat it is ,
You guy just dun care .....
Haisssss...
Disappointeddd...

BYE all

2011-03-08T18:39:00.002+08:00

Back post once again ,

Today was awesome ,

Went to M pub ,

Its nice inside ,

And we are allow to test the mocktail ,

The person in charge was also friendly and nice ,

Its a session that i love alot . (:

Then after that went to value hotel ,

Its a 3rd star hotel ,

Was okayy ,

Was allow to see 2 room ! (:

Then went back to sch to slack .

So overall its alright ! (:

Tmr making mocktail for people to drink !

YEAHHH ! AWESOME ! (:

I will have fun!

BYE BYE !

Ihopetogetyouback !

2011-03-07T23:01:00.002+08:00

I seriously hope time can rewind ,
I know its impossible ,
Yet i am trying to bring someone back into my life ,
He is someone unique ,
He may hurt me before ,
Yet he left all the footprint in my heart ,
I dunno why ?
Maybe he is the only one who break my hearts like seriously ,
That whyy ..
I miss him even more,
I know you dun worth anything ,
Yet you still have something in my heart ,
A place?
I guess time will bring me back to my normal ,
Time will recover my heart eventually .
So yeahh ,
Let time do those thing..
I shall not drop any tear for you ,
NO MORE !

Today ,
Had elective module,
Its was quite fun in the class ,
Back with clique and malcolm and ahmad .
Its seriosuly fun !
Went Raffles marina today .
Tmr going ,
PUB AND HOTEL !!
Its would be damnn funn with themm
Seriously enjoy the class ,
TO THE MAX.
Okayy ,
Shall end here .
(:

Match incoming ,
Goodlucks to B'girls&boys ! (:

BYE BYE ! (:

2011-03-05T22:08:00.003+08:00

Hello ,
Back to post after a long time ,
Was busyy with study, hockey and stuff.
Kind of stress , tired.
Haiss..
Dunno whyy guy like to treat girl like nothingg..

I wan to thanks my sisters/clique !
Thanks to XINPING , SHERYEE , XUEQI , SHITING , SHIXUAN !
I dunno when i needed help ,
You will be there for me.
I seriously LOVE THEM !
Thanks .
Other than this i dunno le.
Thanks for letting me know ,
He is someone useless , and not unique !
HEHE !

I will post till here !
BYE

2011-02-14T21:41:00.002+08:00

Did i really regretted on the thing i said ?
I feel that i regretted ,
Have been thinking for the last few day ,
Haiss ,
Did i make the finally decision to stop all this ?
I dunno ?
i feel so stress about it ,
How can i stop thinking about it ,
haiss..
Friend do let friend walk alone ,
the feeling sux to the max ! ):
haisss..
I am stress over stufff ! ):

Today its valentine day .
Its just a normal day to me ,
lol !
So yeahh .
I thought i would get something by them ,
Ended with nothing ,
But alone ,
The feeling seriously sux ,
Wat to do ,
I dun even feel like seeing anyonr of them .
Haiss.. ):
WATEVER!

The moment i saw you with her ,
I get so disappointed ,
Its seem like you guy are together .
I dun wann see this .
OMGG ! Haiss. ):
Bye my dear ! ):

Done posting .

[ Will be working hard for hockey ! Match incoming ! That my challenge to myself ! ]
Jiayouss BOY AND GIRL ! (:

BYE BYE !

2011-02-12T22:42:00.002+08:00

Back to post !

To you ;
I can tell you maybe i am at fault ,
But sometime ,
I really cant feel anything from you guy already ,
When i needed you guy ,
But i did not say , and i dun show it out ,
Its does not mean i dun need people .
Different class to me is already feeling werid le ,
Yet you guy dunno it ,
Sometimes , i wan to know more about you guy ,
Yet you guy dun bother to tell me anything .
Why not you be me , and try it.
Haisss..
Forget it ,
It my bloody fault okay !
You say i give up mean i give up lor.
I did not say that .
But since you insisted on the give up mean give up lor.
So wat if tear fall off ?
Do you give a fuck to it ?
No right?
You just dunno how its feels like to be alone .
On monday ,
I have to go canteen on my own ,
eat le jiu go up find you all ,
But do you guy appericate it?
does not say out , mean nothing happen ,
Maybe you understand me the most yet you no longer understand me le .
You all go to class ,
At least there is friend ,
Me lei ? All alone .
Haisss.
Watever it is ,
Sometime with you guy , i feel like i am with wall .
haiss..
When i dun feel like seeing someone ,
we have to sit straight and face them .
Haiss.
Forget it ,
I am not going to say anymore !
Dun try me ,
I wont do anything le . Haiss.. ):

Done posting .

I think sad will be my life for now ,

although i may look happy , but i swear i am not happy at all ! ):

2011-02-03T00:15:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to all !

Sorry , wasnt posting sine 20 jan .

Wanst in the mood to post .

Anyway ,

Recently mood wasnt good ,

so yeahh ,

Sorry for all the stupid thing i did .

Anyway ,

Hope everyone enjoy the big day ! (:

Hope you enjoy and had fun . Iwillmissyou de . ):

Bye all .

2011-01-20T22:12:00.002+08:00

Me and coach on the 5 of JAN !

Its has been 2 week and 1 day since i post ,

I wasn't in the mood to post ,

I wasn't free to post ,

I was having too much thing in my mind too.

Sorry for not posting.

Sch was bored without my beloved cliques around .

I hate it ,

So yeahh ,

I just have to suffer for 2 years i guess.

Haiss..

Anyway lots of thing happen ,

I no longer know wat i can do le ,

I dunno why ,

Watever you say ,

I will really put it in my heart ,

So yeahh ,

Its affect me .

Just that you dunno ..

Haiss..

Maybe to you , i am just nothing , when you need me , you come , when you not need me , you leave , haiss .. i no longer know wat you are thinking le ..

I guess it time for me to leave you or rather the world , maybe one day i will take up the courage and do wat i wan to do . I promise i will give you the last call . And pls dun remember me . Thanks

BYE ALL

2011-01-05T22:00:00.002+08:00

Look at this girl ,
She is someone that will be there for me ,
I miss her so much ,
In class ,
I will be looking at the clock ,
Hoping that the clock will be at 1045 and when sch end ,
Cause i wont be alone ,
And there is someone who understand me here.
I wanna thanks her ! (:

Hello ,

Back to post ,

FIRSTLY ; Happy Birthdayy , Coach & Nadyra.

Hope you guy have fun ,

Wat a good day ! (:

Sch as usual ,

Same old thing ,

So boring ..

Siannn.. Haiyoo..

Amaths class was quite fun ,

Yet its cracking my brain.

Siann..

Should skip sch thingyy..

After sch ,

Went home straight ,

Then went to pack hockey stuff ,

Then off we go to azie house downstair ,

Then off to compass ,

Then went to buy cake and stuff .

And off to pitch ,

Had training and stuff ,

And went for celebration !

YEAHH ! (:

Then cut cake and stuff ,

Photo taking ,

And smashing of cake !

Hahahs ! (:

Then off we go to mac ,

Then went to slack ,

And its raining heavy ,

OMGG !!

Then waited ,

Till everyone is cold ,

Then went off ,

Play under rain !

So fun !

HAHHA !

Then walked to compass.

Had fun !

Should play more ! (:

Then went home after that !

I can tell you nothing happen , yet there is lots of stuff that i cant tell you , not that i cant trust you , but yet i know you are stress .. Haiss.. So am i ? Watever itis i know i lied to you again ! I dun mean it !

Imissyouuuu.. ):

Okayy ,

Post till here .

BYE BYE ! (:

2011-01-04T18:36:00.002+08:00

I know i am useless,
The way you treat me is like i owe you money like that.
Did I?
I feel so disappointed and sad . ):
You dunno ?
Haizz..

Back to post ,
Today was the first day of school ,
School was as usual ,
Yet its so bored .
I hate it To the max !
Haizz..

I HATE the class i am in .
I hate the time table ,
I HATE the principal !
I HATE HER !
I HATE MYSELF too !

The principal look like J.G !
Siann !
Hate it to the max !

I tell you wat , wat did i done wrong ? Can you tell me , I hate the way you talk to me now , I hate the way you text me now , you know how unhappy i am now? You know its hurt deeply . I know you dunno .. I may not tell you , but its seem like you seem something wrong in me , haizz.. I send you a smile does not mean i am really happy and that not my smile , i just wan you to be happy , that all .

boy ; imissyouu , but you dunnoo ..

I guess i will post till here !
BYEBYEE !

2011-01-01T00:57:00.002+08:00

Hello , Back to post ,
Its 2011 , And let welcome it !

In 2010 , I did lots of good thing and bad thing ,
I have to learn from it and start afresh now
I may be over sometime ,
But i will learn from it ,
No matter wat its a new year ,
A new year mean a new life.
Hope i wont be negative anymore.

To :

You know wat? Thanks for the memories given by you sister ! I love the memories given , hope we still can be that close and hang out more. Thanks for encouraging me when i am down , Thanks for all the thing you sister done for me. (:

Xinping ; Hope we will still be that close.

Sheryee ; Hope you will be happy .

Shixuann ; Lastlonggg.

ShiTing ; Hope to go out more with you.

XueQi ; Take more photo with you.

Pass ; Hope you forgive me and we can still be friend?
Edmund ; Thanks for the all the fun given !
Minghui ; Thanks for brainwashing me , I need it !
Lingg ; Thanks for all the joke and being my listening ear.
TingFang ; Thanks for being there for me .

YOU ; Thanks for all the wonderful memories with you . There is lots of thing i wanna tell you yet i dunno why i just cant , Thanks for being there for me .

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A Brand New Year , A Brand New Start !

I hope everything start well .
I wan to improve on alot of thing ,
Being study and hockey !
I gonna work hard !

I know you will also have emotion. so when you change your emotion i change with you? Does this mean that i fall deep down for you? I really dunno lei . Imissyouu. ):

Okayy ,
Done posting ,
will post again soon !
Bye Bye PEOPLE !!!

2010-12-31T19:59:00.001+08:00

BYE 2010 ! WELCOME 2011 ! (:

2010-12-26T23:38:00.003+08:00

24th dec ; Went for steamboat
25th dec ; Went orchard with xinping and etc.
26th dec ; Went anchorvale with cousin.

24th dec ; Friday

Woke up quite early in the morning ,
Then went to wash up and stuff ,
Then went to watch show ,
Then went out in the afternoon ,
Went for steamboat ,
At bugis ,
with xinping , edmund , lucas .
Then went to eat ,
Eat not much as i dun have much appetite.
Then went to walk around at iluma , bugis street , bugis junction.
Then while walkingg,
Say my cousin ,
Had so chat with her and off we went ,
Saw Yubin , tingfang and cliques there too.
they had so chat ,
Then went off ,
Went to take bus home,
Then stop at hougang mall ,
Then decided to walk home from there .
Then think of some stuff.
then reach home.

you know wat , i can promise you not to touch wine , cause i know you did it for my health , Yeahh, i got feeling for you , wat to do? sighh..

25th dec ; sat

wake up early in the morning again,
Never sleep well ,
Thinking of stuff again ,
Sighh..
Then went to watch show again ,
Then went to prepare for outing ,
Then pack my stuff and etc ,
Then went out to buangkok ,
Meet Shixuann first ,
Then went over compass,
Meet xinping there .
Then went mac for lunch.
Then waited for sim they all .
Then headed to farrer park first ,
Then walk walk ,
Then went plaza sing ,
Then walk over to orchard ,
Sorry xinping ,
Wasn't in a good mood ,
Sorry sorry ,
Was thinking of stuff ,
And was pissed off by people .
Sorry..
Then walk around ,
Then went home with a bad mood.

For you again , imissyouubadly , 1 week and 1 day le . sighh.. when can i meet you , i need time with you , there is such bothering me , but i have gonna suffer on my own le . i know you got someone le , so i know i have to walk out of your life one day , its heart breaking but i have to do it , Drinking wine meet me vomit but the feeling of the pain , meet me happily , i can suffer just for you , i told you before i can suffer for you de.

26th dec ; sunday

Today rot at home till 7pm,
Then went anchorvale to find my cousin ,
Then went home ,
Aunty and uncle was at my house .
Now still here ,
I feel so bored .
Wat to do .

Yeahh , everytime , every moment i think of you . why am i suffering for you? i dunno its too? but i think you worth the wait , although you ask me to give up before le , but i still cant , i am sorryy. I know you got people in mind le , i will just suffer sliently alone . There is thing i wanted to tell you yet i dunno how to tell you , i know i am a useless person , wat to do? 1 week 1 day le , can i still tahan and try my best not to missyou? i know i cant , i am sorryy.

Imissyouu boyy.. ): Can i cry ? i seriously missyouu. ): I am looking for wine just to let me suffer.

I am willing to suffer.

I wan wine ! I wan wine ! I wan the feeling of vomiting and headache , its make me feel much better. ): Sighh.. Sobsobb..

I will post till here .

Bye !

2010-12-24T11:11:00.002+08:00

Yesterday ,
I was Drunk like a crazy fellow,
Sorry people,
I hit or scold you ,
That all my fault .

Watever you say , make me heart break , you wont know , and thank for leaving me alone cause you dunno i need you badly. Sighh. ):

Yesterday ,
woke up at 11 plus,
Then went to wash up ,
Then went to watch tv and show ,
Then went to find food to eat ,
Then sister wake up ,
Then ask me wat time meet friend ,
Then i say 5 plus ,
Then continue to use com ,
Then watch show ,
Then went to bath ,
Pack my stuff ,
And went out .
Went to whitesand to buy present ,
Then went ehub to find ting they all ,
They sis went to mac,
After that went in to the chalet ,
Had BBQ and stuff,
Then went to play poker card,
Those who lose will drink wine ,
Then everyone started to drink ,
One bottle finish le ,
Open second bottle ,
Second bottle finish,
Then went in,
Cause we thought can exchange gift then go le ,
But they open new bottle of wine ,
Who get the smaller or bigger drink ,
Then drink using 3 bottle of wine .
I just went crazy after that ,
i hit people , i scold people.
Sorry friend..
And i call someone,
I am sorryy la ,
I know its all my fault ,
I know you forgive me ,
But i never forgive myself .
Paisehh..
Make you worry.
Then went home by cab ,
I vomit inside the cab,
OMGGG..
Sorry uncle .
Then went home.
Then went to charge my phone ,
Then sleep at 3 am .

I am so disappointed in wat you say , i know you feel nothing , but i feel something , you wont understand it de , sighh.. imissyouubadly.. ):

I going out later ,
Post again tmr and later bahh.
Bye all !

2010-12-22T21:35:00.002+08:00

Just came back from Malacca ,
Quite tired actually .

I am just tired of everythingg , i try all i can already , no benefit and nothing in return , why cant i just give up? Sighh.. you dunno how i feel ! ):

Okayy ,
Back to post .

Monday ; 20 DEC ,
Sleep at around 2 plus ,
Then wake up at 4.55 ,
Morning call people ,
And i went to bath ,
Then check my stuff again,
They wake my sis up ,
Then she wash up all that ,
Then off i went to sch ,
Sat outside sch ,
While sis they all eat .
They went in sch to meet up,
Then went for breifing and everything ,
Up the bus ,
And off to the custom ,
Inside The bus was fun and everything was fine ,
Reach there ,
When to have lunch ,
Then check in to the hotel ,
Then off to match ,
Then after the match ,
went to have dinner ,
And went to wash up all that at the hotel ,
Then when for de-brief .
Light off at 11.15 ,
Yet i sleep at 12 plus.

Tuesday ; 21 DEC ,
wake up at 5.45,
Then went to bath ,
Then pack up ,
And went for breakfast,
Then went for training ,
Then went to have lunch ,
Off to hotel ,
Pack stuff and off for match ,
Then after that ,
went to dinner ,
Same as last night ,
De-breif and stuff.
Then sleep at 1?

Wednesday ; 23 Dec ,
Day to come home,
Wake up late today ,
Wake up at 6.30
then went wash up ,
Off for breakfast ,
Then to match ,
After that match went to hotel ,
Bath and pack stuff ,
Went to check out ,
Then wait at the lobby .
Then off for lunch .
Then went shopping ,
Nothing much to buy ,
Then went back to bus ,
And went back to singapore .
And now posting.

Till now , you still dunno how i feel ? so disappointed in you. ):

I will post till here,
Bye !

2010-12-20T05:39:00.003+08:00

Hello all ,
Will be out of singapore for 3 days ,
Hope you guy enjoy your hoilday too ,
Bye all ! (:

Takecares wor ; xinping , Jinhao , Lucas , Sheryee , Edmund , Shixuan .

Imissyouboybadly. Bye! ):

2010-12-19T23:31:00.002+08:00

Imissxinping badly ! ,

Going oversea tmr le ,

How can i feel without her ,

OMGGGGGG..

Youu promise me something le arhh..

So better do it arhh..

Hahass..

Promise you will text you once i am back Singapore le .

I dunno why , i feel that i have pester you , i think you should feel happy that i am not in singapore , your ans just shock me you know? hahas. Great to hear the ans . (: BTW takecaress alright? iwill missyouude.

Today ,

Wake up damn early ,

Dunno why too ,

Wake up at 7.55 like that ,

Went to wash face all that ,

Watch tv ,

Then text xinping ,

Then off to bath ,

after bathing went to meet xinping at compass,

Then went mac to eat ,

I waste the food lei ,

Sad case ,

Then went around looking for bag ,

But cant find any ,

So went to lrt then to sit ,

Chat while waiting for jinhao and xinping help for sim ,

Then sit awhile xinping say wanted to see got the machine to see for BBQ,

Went down find none ,

So went walk at the bus interchange there ,

Just right ,

Jinhao came ,

So meet there ,

And off to KFC ,

Went to do my work and went off at around 3 plus ,

With a bad mood ,

he went off with a bad mood too.

Then went find someone at my old house ,

They chat and get disturb by him ,

Then went home after that ,

Reach home ,

watch tv again .

I dunno wat is in your mind , i am so worried for you, you know that? takecaress alright. (: (hearts)

Will be going oversea tmr ,

see if i can post tmr morning. (:

I will post till here ,

Bye !

2010-12-15T22:35:00.002+08:00

Imissyouu boyy .

Can i have those memories back?

I hope time can stop on the 11 dec ,

I really miss it ,

The shy you ,

The one and only you . (:

yeahh , i know you read my blog , i dun not blame you anymore , so chill alright?

My status is for you , ineedyou just now , i know you dunno . i did not toldyou anything. sorry ):

Back to post ,

Hahas,

Mood dunno wat happened ,

Keep going up and down today ..

OMGGGG ..

Siann ..

Today wake up at 7 plus , 8 plus , 9 plus,

Keep cant sleep ,

Wat the - !

dunno why too ,

I just dunno why i am tired ,

Yet cant sleep .

Maybe thing keep running in my mind,

Then went to use com at 9 pluss ,

nothing to do too ,

Then sit there like a rombot ,

Then sit till 2 plus ,

Went bath ,

Then went out to meet xinping,

Then went to AMK hub .

Thenn off to rivervale there ,

Went temple for some people ,

First time i went alone ,

I went to pray for those who taking the result N level on fri ,

Then for my friend and family ,

Then went to find xinping ,

Then off to rivervale mall ,

Wait for sim they all ,

Then off to void deck ,

Then slack awhile ,

Off i go homed ,

Thanks xinping , sim , richard for sending me home ,

Then homed ,

then now posting .

i really missyou like hell , although your message is like that , i have to get use to it . ineedyouusomehow . sighh.. ):

I will post till here.

Byee..

2010-12-14T22:55:00.002+08:00

Photo with my dearest coach ,
Hahass,
That day was our team bonding ,
its was a fun and memorable jounrey to SENTOSA !
I hope there is another chance ,
Cause i wants to play along with them . (:
Miss lots of fun !
Yet had lots of laughter ! (:

All along , i have been waiting for your text patiently , i just dunno why i am in this kind of situation , seeing your text so dead , i feel so moody and sad , dun you know that? sighhh..

Back to post ,
Monday !
Went out with parent early in the morning ,
Then went to see fridge ,
Then off to AMK ,
Then walk around ,
Then went to hougang mall to shop for stuff ,
Off we go home ,
Pack all the stuff for training,
Then dad fetch us to training ,
Training was tiring ,
Had lots of set play .
But its was a fun day.
Then off i went home ,
bath and went out with parent ,
Had dinner and watever ,
Then went home ,
Used com and watch tv.
Wat a boring hoilday i have ..

Guess wat i wait for your text like waiting for wat sia .. i waited for 4 hours and 4 mins in the afternoon , then after that 3 hours plus for your other text.. are you really fine? Sighh..

Tuesday ,
Wat a long day today ,
Wake up early just for xinping you know?
Siann ,
Then waited for her to wake up ,
Its take a life time ,
Bored dead at home .
Then she woke up ,
After she wash up ,
Meet her at lrt , compass ,
Then like not enough sleep like that .
Then went to Anchorvale CC for badminton ,
With Xinping , Sheryee , ShiTing , Edan .
Then play till 1.30 ,
While waitingg for textt ,
Kinda PISSED OFF !
Then off to have my first meal at 1.30 ,
With The same 4 people ,
At MAC !
Yeahhh !!!
Then eat and slack till 3 plus ,
Then went to compass,
With Sheryee , Xinping , Edan .
Then went outside to take bus ,
To Paris ris ,
Then went to find Tingfang they all ,
Thanks Minghui and morrison ,
They came out to bring us in ,
Went to talk and slack for half an hour ,
Then off i went to compass,
Meet my sis there ,
Then went to buy stuff ,
Then went home again.
Then went to bath all that ,
Watch tv , bath and com .
Then my sis ask me go down pass thing ,
Then went down to meet grace and stead.
Then slack and talk awhile ,
Just reach home only.
(:

Sighhh , wanting you to text me is so hard ? i am waiting for your text for like 5 bloody hours again .. Sighh , i miss your text you know? Siann..

I will post again soon .
Bye people ! (:

2010-12-12T16:00:00.002+08:00

This photo is took on 09 dec !
Had team bonding day on that day !
Had some much fun and laughter ,
Thanks people ! (:

Wasnt in good mood recently ,
So people ,
If i did something stupid like scolding you guy ,
I am sorryy arhh..
I did not mean it.

Thanks for your warm hand on the 11 dec, i had lots of fun that day with you , although, i know there is thing which is left unspoken , hahas. IMISSYOURHAND ! (: Heartsyouuu ! (:

Yesterday ,
Had lots of fun with ,
Xinping ; insertname ; someonespecial !
Went to plaza sing for movie ,
Watch SKYLINE ,
Was kinda scary at some moment ,
Hahas. (:
Thanks someonespecial for your hand ! (:
Thanks for the warmest given ,
Sorry to make you cold ,
Hahass,
Then went to walk around the mall ,
Went in to dunno wat shop,
Then keep playing around ,
Hahass,
Then went out of the shop ,
Then we stand there like idiot ,
Then walk off again,
Then they decided to go orchard ,
So decided to walk to orchard ,
Chatted with someonespecial !
Have lots of laughter ! (:
Then went to somerset first ,
Then look at the bag ,
Xinpingg dun like ,
So off we go to orchard ion ,
Before going ,
We went to the ben and jerry there ,
At first xinpingg wanna eat ,
Then she dun wann ,
Went to the mac there .
Then drink green tea ! (:
Then walk to orchard ion ,
They wanna eat sweet ,
So went to find ,
After that ,
Walk awhile ,
Then off to bugis with them ,
They went there to have desert ,
Then off we go to send xinpingg off to NEX ,
To find sim and sim's father.
Then we went home.
Hahass. (:
Sorryy wanst feeling very well yesterdayy .
Paisehh arhh.. (:

Today ,
Later going out with parent ! (:

Heyy you ! imissyouualot ! especially your smile . hope you feels better? (:

I will post till here !
Bye all ! (:

2010-12-07T22:27:00.001+08:00

I will be back to post again soon ..
Currently no MOOD to post anymore..
I will be back soonn..

Bye people !

2010-12-06T22:57:00.002+08:00

Its my birthday when i am at pri 6?
I dun remember already.
Hahaass..
The birthday cake was specially made,
Thanks dad and mum .
Hahas.
(:
Love the cake . (:

Today ; My dad and ahma birthday !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

Today ,
actually need to go temple with mum de,
But i cant wake up ,
So did not go,
Hahas,
Sleep at 1 ?
Woke up at 6?
Then fall asleep again?
9 plus,
Then fall asleep till 12?
I also forget le ,
Hahas..
Then went to wash up,
Then went to use com ,
use till 4 plus,
Uncle call ,
Say he reach le ,
Then he dunno how go ,
So went to bath quickly ,
In the end,
dad went down first ,
Then bath finish ,
My mum say she accompany me down?
So went down with her,
Then went to the function room ,
Then my mum ask me to go fetch my aunt ,
So here i go ,
Went 401 ,
Then went to her house,
Took all the stuff,
Then back there,
Guess wat ,
My uncle is all alone in the function room ,
So Emo yeahh..
Then accompany,
Then take food for them ,
Ate alot of thing.
Hahass..
Then my ahma came ,
So yeahh ,
wish her happy birthday ,
And out i went ,
Went to talk on phone with SOMEONE SPECIAL !
Then talk halfway ,
Accidently press end call,
Sorryy arhh..
Then went to call back .
Then chat chat !
So yeahh..
Although,
Its just a few mins,
I am still happy after all,
Although i feel unhappy when you put down the phone ,
But thanks for accompany me,
i feel much better after the chat !
(:
Then went back in to the function room ,
Went home for awhile ,
Went to do my stuff first ,
Then went back down ,
Eat too much there le,
Hahaa,
Gonna cut fats soon.
Then went home at 10 plus,
Then now using com .
(:

I finally take up the courage to text you at 11.11 , i dunno wat i am thinking la, seriously. Sorryy arhh.. I feel happy when i talk to you, thanks alot ! Anyway i owe you an explanation , you owe me a hug, so yeahh. (: 2 is better than 1? Hahass..

I feel so stress,
Every single day, You are trying to quarrel with me isnt you tired,
I get enough of you le,
Not matter wat you say ,
I wont take it to heart anymore,
You are no longer worth !
You should be happy that i text you ,
HAHAH !

Hahaas, I have to apologised to you for saying stupid thing, i am sorry , hope you forgive , but i really hope to end all those thing. ):
Boy ; imissyouu !

I will post till here,
BYE BYE !

Iwillmissandloveyoualways !

2010-12-05T19:17:00.002+08:00

This photo was taken with cliques, But without Xueqii,
Sighhh..
I am so damn bored ,
Anyway ,
Wasnt in good mood recently,
Sorry if i throw temper at anyone,
I dun mean it arhh..
Paisehhh..
I miss the fun with you all,
Will we have it next year?
I guess no?

Sat ;
Went to help mum at their stores till 1 plus,
Then went home,
Pack my stuff,
Charge my phone ,
Then off to bath,
Then went out to pool,
At hougang plaza,
I swear its damn bored .
Somehow i regretted going,
Althought i jio everyine to go,
Yet i dun feel the fun ,
Sighhhh..
Then off the pool,
Went to meet xinping at bus stop ,
With lingg they all,
Then waited for 20mins,
While chatting,
Laughing like mad ,
Although , i am not happy.
Then went to buy ice-cream.
Then off to 1st floor,
Wanted lingg and minghui to take balloon,
But run out le,
Sad!
Hahass.
Then went to NEX the new shopping mall,
With xinping , lingg , minghui & yubin,
Then walk till half way,
Xinping cousin call,
She had to meet her cousin there?
Then we continue walking?
was lost somehow ,
Finally found the way out,
Hahas..
Thanks minghui and lingg for the laughter,
I seriously enjoy it,
Thanks alot,
Then headed back to hougang ,
They wanted to eat,
Then accompany them ,
Then i did not eat ,
I dun wan the appetite ,
Then order drink thenn..
Hahass..
Then went to hougang mall,
Cause minghui wants to go popular,
I thought he so GUAI !
But nope ,
He went to buy stuff,
Then went to walk around for awhile,
Then they wanted to see me home,
SO yeahh,
Walk to bus stop,
Then take bus 27 ,
That minghui so damn cute !
Hahas,
Then we say about lots of thing.
Hahahss.
Then went to my house downstair,
chatted for 1 hour plus
Then they ask me go home,
They also went home.
Thanks for wat you guy had say ,
I appericate ,
I understand too. (:

To you ; They brain wash me , they told me lots of thing about you all , actually , maybe at first i dun understand till they explain clearly to me, i dun think you are this kind of guy , i would not say but i really hope you are not. i pray and hope okayy?

Xinping ;
Cheerup bahh ..
Thing will change , people also change.

Hahas ; you know wat 2 is better than 1 ? maybe i know.
I understand it thanks to my brother and sister in law !

Now to me , i guess i am just a spare tyre to you, you know its hurts me deep down? sighh..

Sun ;
wake up at 5.30 ,
Do all the wash up,
and out i go ,
went to help my parent again,
Then was damn tired la ,
2 days sleep 8 hours only?
I am so tired,
Maybe tired let me not to think about thing?
You know i missyou every seconds and mins ,
till you wake up?
Really !
I keep looking at my phone you know?
Sighh..
Help out till 3 plus?
Then went to pack up ,
And off we go ,
HOMED !
Then went to bath went reach home ,
Then use com till now.

To you ; I can tell you this , i will wait de. watch and see, i have faith ! why are you trying to aviod the question i asked you? guilty? i dunno too.
Sorry for not texting you at 11.11 , cause i really dunno should i or should i not. sorryy.

My mind is full with thing,
Hope to get them out,
I dun wann to stress myself up le,
I am tired .
Really , i am !
Haizz..
Sighhhhh....

I will post till here ,
bye !

2010-12-04T23:11:00.002+08:00

Photo with Sheryee !

see, the time,
Sorry did not text you at 11.11,
I dun wish to disturb you.
My message for you is,
Its 11.11 , i hope you will be happy. (:

Today went to help out at my mum shop in the morning,
Then went off in the afternoon ,
Then went to pool,
WITH FRIEND ! (:

i WILL POST TILL HERE THENN.
Bye Bye

2010-12-02T21:44:00.002+08:00

How i wish i can get back this smile,
I feel so unhappy ,
But i guess no one knew.
So yeahh,
Gonna keep everything to myself ,
But i will be unhappy more and more ,
Sighh.
How i wish i can tell to someone i can trust.
Haizz..

I regretted alot of things ,
Sighh..

I regretted not to treasure the past,
I regretted meeting you?
I regretted not to know you more,
I regretted to keep thing in my mind,
I regretted having to hide all my thought,
I regretted to suffer for you,
I regretted not to love you,
I regretted not to tell you my feeling,
I regretted everything that i had not done with you.

I am getting jealous over small thing,
That not my usual self le,
My mood change because of jealous,
Sighhh...

Seriously, i told you once le, i really regretted knowing him i guess, i dunno why too, i always tell you think that i cant solve, i know you could help but this time round, i dun think so lei, maybe i guess , you dunno my feeling yet , i am getting tired le, really..

MrTannnn ;
Thanks for being there for me,
I am seriously down just now,
Thanks alot,
I appericate alot,
Thanks for the accompany,
Although ,
I did not told you anything,
Paisehh to waste your time,
Thanks for the words.
(:

Thanks for letting say out lots of thing, i am feeling lots better than just now, At least now i am not that stress le bahh. Thanks.

I will post till here i guess,
Bye !

2010-12-01T15:49:00.002+08:00

I guess i will the memories with this girl bahh,
Next year not same class as clique le,
Hope you all 5 will take good care of one another,
Dun because of small thing quarrel or fight hor,
Seriously ,
i will miss you guy like hell,
I made the choice to take amaths ,
i knew i gonna give up something else,
So sorry ,
The thing i have to give up was you guy ,
Seriously,
I will miss the happiness , sadness .
Thanks !
ILOVEYOUU !

Hey thanks for wat you had say yesterday , seriously i am touched by your word, i seriously dun wan you to be worried for me , iamsorry to make you worry , but i seriously need someone now, although i may be happy in front of you all , its does not mean that i am happy, sorry to acted happy in front of you , or act okayy in front of you. Sorry , i hope you will forgive me .

Xinping ;
This is for you,
I should say a sorry first,
Sorry to make you worried for me,
Sorry to make you sleep late,
Thanks for the care and concern.
Somehow , i should say i need someone bahh,
I dunno who will really be there for me,
You? Him?
I dunno ?
I dunno who to trust longer ,
I dunno wat you guy say is right or wrong le,
Sometime i really find it hard to understand,
I put in lots of effort to find out wat you all are thinking,
Yet i found out nothing and make mydelf even more stress.
Seriously,
I knew i can trust you de,
I know you are doing for my sake,
I really thank you,
But i seriously no longer wat you are thinking le.
Sorry to say that.
Anyway ,
Sorry to make you about yesterday thing.
Paisehh arhh,
Make you lose all your sleep.

AhhhhTannn ;
I am sorry to make you worried ,
I guess i wasted your 3 hours,
The question you asked me,
I did not really reply with my heart,
I am sorry about it,
But this is the 1st time ,
Going out with someone for 3 hours ,
But did not talk much,
Although ,
You are trying your best to help me ,
Nothing was done,
Its just make its worse,
But seriously i am going thanks you from my bottom of heart,
Thank you for being my shoulder always,
Seriously sometime i really dunno wat to believe anymore.
Sighh..
I hope you have never lied to me before.
Thanks alot anyway !

Iamreally sorry about just now during the midnight, lots of thing happen , everything changes, the trust for you change too, i no longer know wat to trust le , i am getting tired of everything you know? sighh, thanks for your shoulder , i am really tired, haizz.. hope everything end soon?

Okayy,
I post till here,
I guess i gonna post again tonight?
Bye bye !

2010-11-29T22:10:00.002+08:00

Sorryy, i wasnt is a good mood today,
You hurt me deep down,
I got nothing to say longer,
Sorryy, if there is a dead reply to anyone,
Paisehh,
I heard a very bad new,
So i no longerr have mood.
haizz..

I wont give up like i say , i did not told you , mean i gave up le, remember this , i can take the fall, but i wan to see i am strong and brave enough to face it, i know you wont like a girl like me, i will change for you to the better me. i am sorry to lied to you that i am okayy, i am not okayy at all, sorry about it, i feel so sad and i feel like crying. haizzz.. iwillwait !

XINPING !
You know wat ,
i feel so sad now ,
i guess i need your shoulder,
I heard something that i should not have hear,
I feel so useless,
Haizz,
Sorryy,
If just now i say something stupid to you when going kovan,
I am sorryy,
I am weak and useless.
Haizzz.

AhhhhTannnn,
Dun need say sorry le,
I am okayy..
(:

For godness , dun you know all the smile i send to you was fake? i am just acting happy infront of you, i dun wish to make you worry at all, you look at me , i look strong, but i am not at all, i am sorryy ! ):

Okayy,
post till here,
I am having a bad day today !
);
BYE BYE !

2010-11-28T21:03:00.003+08:00

Look at this girl ; Her name is LIEW XUE QI !
Today its her BIRTHDAY !
Finally one year older le.
Hahahss,
Hope you enjoy your day alright!
I am the 2nd to wrote on your wall post ! (:

Guess wat , i dunno why i make you feel this way? sorry to stress you. imissyouu !

Xinping ;
Guess wat ,
I dunno how to explain to you on the big mistake you refering,
Seriously,
I dunno wat i thinking,
This few day got lots of thing to think,
Think until so stress le,
everyday will get headache,
Guess wat,
Maybe i am having lots of stress,
But somehow i cant choose to say it out bahh,
Haizz,
Watever it is,
Take good care of yourself bahh . (:
IHEARTSSYOUU !
Thanks alot !

AhhhTannnnn ;
Hahahsss,
New name for you arhh,
Hahahss,
Sorryy ,
I guess yesterday i make you worried the whole night,
Sorryy if its make you not to sleep,
I feel so useless,
haiyaa,
Thanks anyway ! (:
Thanks for making me smile !

UUU ;
I dunno wat to write for you,no
Paisehhh..

imissyouu , ineedyouu , iwantyouu !

Okayy ,
I will post till here!
(;
Bye bye !

2010-11-25T21:29:00.004+08:00

To my dearest baobei ;
Heard that you are sick ,
So worried for you , you know?
Takecare of yourself alright?
Hahasss,
I am so looking forward for the next outing with cliques !

When around today, Had lots of memories with you, i really miss it, i really hope i can have it back you know, last time, i took thing for granted, can i still get it back? I really wan it back badly, hope you gave me a chance alright?

Back to post,
Today,
Went to meet my cousin ,
At bugis,
was late cause i woke up late,
Paisehh arhh,
Next went to mac to meet her,
Then off to meet her boyfriend,
Then off we go to have lunch,
Just when in to find sit,
Then went to look for food,
Sis and cousin ate noodle,
Then i find nothing to eat,
So ate laska,
Hahas,
Catch up alot with cousin at the kopitiam ,
If we can meet up more i guess it will be fun.
Hahass,
Next went to my cousin boyfriend shop,
Then went to have walk around,
Actually chat until very happy de,
Then had to meet my mum for check up,
So rush to Little india ,
Then walk to KK Hospital.
OMG !
When walk in to KK ,
Saw lots of people there,
Waited for 1 hour plus,
Then went for check up,
Had a week of MC ,
I dun wann the MC la !
Hahas,
Then off i go to my mum shop,
Then off home.
I am bored so came to post !
Hahass. (:

Boyyy ; imissyouu so much you know,
To me , you are the best guy ever,
Iloveyouu ! (:

I will post till here,
Bye !

2010-11-23T23:11:00.002+08:00

I guess this is my real smile !
This photo was taken on 19 nov ! (:
Went to steamboat with cliques !
That the time where i eat so much .
Hahas. (:

I guess , i wont get this smile again, you know why? you make me so unhappy, you make me not to smile anymore. this is because i am hurt deep down already, its not your fault but mine, if i didnt get into your world nothing would had happen. iamsorryyy, i am a useless person indeed !

XINPING ;
Sorry about today,
I did not mean it alright,
I guess i am already pissed off at the start,
So i used that tone to talk to you,
Sorryy , if i hurt you.
Paisehh arhh.
Should be same class next year bahh! (:
IMISSYOUU!
Sat got outing ! (:
ILOVEEYOUU!
(:

Today woke up at 12 plus,
Cause i slept at 3.30am
Hahahs
Then went to wash up ,
And went to used com till 2 plus,
Then went to bath and pack my stuff,
Off i go to compass,
Then went to walk around before going to mac,
Had my green tea.
And off we go to somerset,
Then to orchard ion.
Walked and slack for awhile.
Then at around 9 plus,
Went take MRT and off home.
Was pissed off and no mood at that time.
Sorry arhh.

JH ;
Sorry to make you worried,
Paiseehh,
Not at the mood at that period of time,
Sorryy,
This wat i can say now !

I guess you can see it bahh, I was pissed off by you just now, talk to you also dunno how to reply, wat the - ! you wan la ! i AM FEELING BETTER LE , so dun worried ! (:

I am still waiting, so yeahh ! MAY can do it ! (: hearts !
I know i am useless . hahas (:

I will post till here !
Bye people ! (:

2010-11-19T23:02:00.003+08:00

The photo is took at somerset ,
on the 171110 ! Thanks for the awesome day given by Xinping ; Xueqi ; Shixuann
Yeahh, I dunno why i like this photo so much
maybe its how i feel now bahh,
Sad , no mood, unhappy, not statified?

I am sorry, i Guess you are shocked by me, But i am serious in wat i say, Sorry, its may be too sudden by its came from my heart, sorry to shocked you, Hope you wont aviod me alright?

Okayy,
Back to post,
Today had a awesome day with my clique !
Went compass meet them,
Then went to tampiness,
Had lunch and it STEAMBOAT !
Had so much fun,
And the food is delicious you know!
Hahahs,
Then after eating,
went to timezone !
Was taking neo print . but the machine suck TTM!
Its totally dark men !
Then complain !
Then went to ehub to take,
But not really satatified with it,
Cause was not in the mood at that moment,
Sorry.
Then went on for ice-cream !
I love the ice-cream TTM !
Then went off, when we saw a message from shixuann,
we cant choose POA cause its a must to take !
Wat the - !
Then quickly, we cab back to sch,
Take a look at the paper,
I was given triple MATH !
Wat the - !
I swear i will be very stress next year,
Siann,
But the lucky thing is,
I was in the same class as XINPING !
That my wish !
But xinping dun seem happy,
She doesn't wan A maths at all,
I dun really mind if you change to D&T ,
Cause its really your choice.
Seeing your tears drop, I was so damn shocked you know.
Then off to coffee shop outside sch,
With sim they all !
Then went to send xinping off.

XINPINGG ;
I swear i wont blame you,
seriously, i dun like to force people to do wat they dun like,
Although i really hope to be the same class as you,
But if you dun wish to take Amath,
I am alright,
Srtiously,
I dun wan you to stress yourself,
Seriously, As long as you guy are happy ,
I will be happy,
Just for you all !
You should know me well by now le,
Anyway,
I really hope you wont appeal for changing class,
Cause i wish to be the same class as you,
But its really okayy de la,
Just take D&T if you wan ! (:

JH ;
I am sorry ,
I shocked you just now,
Hahahs,
Anyway thanks for the encouragement,
I know its hard to take triple math,
But the stupid sch la !
Out of sudden put POA is a must to take for NA !
Wat the - !
Haiyoo,
I guess you will have a hard time to teach me next year !
Paisehh !
(:
Thanks !

For you ;
You have been keeping alot of thing from us,
When are you going to tell us the truth?
Seriously,
Have you treat us like sister before?
I guess no !
We see it from our eye you know,
Its so hurt when we see it !
Sad you know !
Haizz forget about it !

I will post till here !
Bye bye !

2010-11-17T22:06:00.002+08:00

Me & XINPING !

We went to shop ! hahaass

Its so fun !

Compass > Bishan > Somerset > orchard ion > home

Thanks for the day !

Had fun with XinPing , XueQi , ShiXuann

Bought 3 mango shirt, 1 bag, 2 shirt from cotton on,

hahass.

I am so looking forward to friday !

STEAMBOAT YEAHH !

CLIQUE ; IMISSYOUUGUYY !

XINPING ; ILOVEYOUU !

Yesterday went out at 11 plus,

Hahas,

Went to find daddy !

Had fun yeahh !

Then went to friend house,

Slack awhile,

They started mahjong and waited for the rest,

Then off we went ,

I had so much fun !

But at some moment i feels so PISSED off !

Anyway thanks people for the day !

Hahhas..

Today,

Went out with xinping , xueqi , shixuann .

Had so much fun ,

Thanks for the laughter,

hahass,

I miss the time where the whole clique went out together!

Friday got STEAMBOAT with them,

Yeahhh !

Hahahas. (:

I am so looking forward to it !

Hahhass.

JH ;

Hey daddy ,

You dun have to say sorry always ,

Thanks for everything,

Thanks for the fun yesterday,

especially when we are playing the poker card.

Hahaass.

when its time for me to give up on you, i will de, Sorry if i made the decision due to some reason, If i hurt you somehow, i am sorry, i hope you would forgive me. every desicion has its own consequence, so if that the case i will face up to it.

i know you dunno that i havemixedfeeling with you,i alsodunwann you to know,iamsorryy, hope you will not put it in your heart.

*hahahass!*

I will post till here,

Bye Bye !

2010-11-15T23:30:00.002+08:00

The day i get injured by a freaking hockey ball,
This accident make me rot at home for 1 weeks,
I cant even get out of my house !
But i should thanks the girl ,
I just dunno why,
When i was at home,
I was thinking about things,
thanks to the accident,
its make me made up my mind,
Thanks for the rest,
I will be back to hockey soon,
IMISSHOCKEY !

XINPING ;
IMISSYOUU badly you know,
Yeahh,
Wednesday going out with you arhh,
I am so looking forward you know?
Hahass,
You seem so unhappy this few day,
I feel so sad and worried for you,
You know as your good friend,
I cant do anything to help you,
I feel so useless sometime,
Everytime when i need help ,
You will always be there de,
I am so afraid i might lose you anytime,
I know this few day,
You have been thinking lots of thing,
You have been making up your mind,
Choosing the best decision that suit you,
Seeing you in this manner,
I feel so upset,
anyway friday,
we will know wat class we are going to,
i am so afraid of the result,
I am afraid of the separation of the class.
Although, its just a class,
But i cant leave without you , you know?
I will miss you more,
The laughter, The quarrel, the scolding of teacher and everything,
Its so fun but now,
Everything changes,
I dun wish to split class at all you know?
Haizz,
Drop this topic,
See you on wed !
ILOVEYOUU!

JH ;
This few day,
you seem so moodless,
I am so worried for you,
Sorryy,
I am going to tell you the truth alright?
I have lied to you before,
I dun wish to lied anymore,
So i told you this.
You might think that i am stupid to tell you all that.
But i just feel sorry for lying.
Yes,
I have been hiding thing from you,
I am sorryy alright?
Sometimess, I just dun wish to show it out to you,
Cause i know there would be thing bothering you too.
That why i did not want to add on thing to you,
I am sorry,
I hope you would forgive me alright?
Thanks for the memories given by you,
I really miss it.
I just dunno why!
Anyway thanks for the encouragement !
IMISSYOU!

UUU;
This is for you,
hahahs,
Its okayy for your late reply,
I wont get angry just like that la,
I not so selfish de la,
Hahahs,
Thanks for the memories given,
I really miss it,
Soon we will meet up de.
(:
IMISSYOUU !

you know wat, i lied to you, because i had hide something every important from you, i cant tell you now, i am sorryy, i really hope you would forgive me, i dun mean it de. ): ILY !

I will post till here !
Bye Bye !
(:

2010-11-12T19:32:00.002+08:00

Looking at the sea,

Letting me remember the past,

The memories given by friend ,

Although ,

its just a short period of time,

Yet , the fun will also be remember.

When we are together with friend,

The time passes very fast and when we are alone,

The time is so slow,

Is god playing with us?

I dunno,

When i think of the memories,

Friend just appear in my mind.

I miss the fun given by them

ILOVEIT !

You know wat ,

I always think that i will be there for my Sister , friends, Gans & etc.

But today,

I just notice that i fail ,

You show me that,

No matter how hard i try to make you happy,

Its would never happen,

I get disappointed day by day,

I told myself this,

I will never give up till the day i sucess,

that will be a promise i make to you,

Okayy?

Although ,

i know i am useless all the time,

I need you to be my shoulder,

This time round,

I knew i am useless ,

I cant be your shoulder or listening ear,

You know how sad i feel?

You know the feeling of it?

i guess you dunno at all !

Whenever i see you like that,

My heart just broke into pieces you know?

Haizz,

No matter wat,

I wan to tell you this,

I am always here for you,

Anything just tell me,

I will try my very best to cheer you up !

DDD ;

This is for you ,

I know you are worried for me,

I am okayy le,

Dun worry okayy?

Thanks for the chocolate today,

You know i love it damn damn much?

hahas

Dun get jealous over the chocolate la,

Nothing to be jealous about!
hahas

(;

I am sorry,

I have to skip another outing with you all le,

I feel like going yet cant go,

Haizz..

Goona miss the channel !

You show know wat the channel mean !

Hahahs. (:

I going post till here,

Bye People !

2010-11-10T22:50:00.002+08:00

Me ; XINPING ; Shixuann
@ orchard ion
Hahahs (:
Enjoy much arhh. (:
thanks for the memories

XINPING ;
Thanks for the visiting arhh,
I am so glad to have you arhh.
Sorry to make you worried,
But i know i got a very good sister,
When i am sick,
She will be there and take care of me.
Thanks alot,
I will cherish you de
hahas. (:
You know wat,
I feel so useless,
When you need someone,
I am not around,
I feel so guilty you know?
Haizz,
Anyway, You gonna tell me wat happen hor!
If not i skin you alive arhh.
Then you will be beside all the time le!
Hahahs, Joking only !
Anyway ,
ILOVEYOUU!
IMISSYOUU!

Shixuan ;
Thanks for the visit today,
Sorry have to make you wake up so early arhh.
Hahahs
(:
I enjoyed myself lots lots
I feel so paisehh arhh,
Making you wake up early .
Hahahs. (:
Thanks alot !
ILOVEYOUU!

JH ;
This is for you,
Did not post for you for quite a few days le,
Hahass,
thanks for today firstly.
Secondly,
I know you are at a very bad mood today,
I feel so useless,
I cant help you at all,
Most of the time you would be there to help me,
But this time,
I cant help at all,
I feel so guiltyy,
Your sad face change the mood of my whole day,
Sorry to say that,
But its just the facts la,
hahahs, Dun jealous arhh.
(:
ILOVEYOUU!
(:

UUU ;
Thanks for the days alright,
Hahahs. (:
Thanks for the gift too,
I am know you are worried for me,
Dun worried le,
I am okayy le,
hahas..
Dun emo arhh,
Hahahs,
Dun jealous arhh,
Take good care of yourself,
And enjoyed your day!
hahahs, (:
Dun worry anot !
UNDERSTAND!
ILOVEYOUU! (:

Thanks for the care and concern People!
May will be alright de,
hahahs, (:
ILOVEEVERYONE !
hahas..
(;

I will post till here,
Post tmr !
hahas, (:
Hearts !

2010-11-09T20:36:00.007+08:00

To my dearest clique !
Hahass

I am being fair , Xinping will not be the first today !

This is PANGSHIXUANN!

Hahahs. (:

Although me and xinping is closer,

But thanks for being there for me when i need you,

You have never fall to not be there for me,

Thanks for the awesome memories given by you,

You know wat,

I am sorry to show you attitude sometime !

Sometimes,

i wasn't in the good mood arhh..

Sorry and paisehh.

Hope you already forgive me!

There is lots of thing we done together.

Hope that memories follow us forever!

Hahass..

Anyway sister FOREVER !

Sorry for the photo was lazy to fun a photo arhh.

Just saw this and i used it !

Paisehh !

ILOVEYOUU!

This is LIEWXUEQI!
Although , you and me isnt that close,
We are still sister. (:
Thanks for being there for me !
hahahs. (:
Thanks for the memories that you gave me !
Its AWESOMEEee!
hahahs. (:
Although i know my attitude suck,
You still try to torture with it,
Thanks alot arhh..
I dunno if i hurt you before,
If have,
I am sorryy,
Hope you forgive me arhh!
ILOVEYOUU!
(:

This is TEOXINPING!

Hahahs..

Although , we are too close,

We seem les to lots of people,

But i have lots of fun with you!
Thanks for torturing with my attitude,

I know its seem damn damn much arhh..

There is lots of thing i told you,

I enjoy the time when i tell you thing !

its make me happy arhh..

Hahhas. (:

Thanks for not letting me explode arhh..

Sorry to make you worried all the time.

Paisehh arhh..

Dun wan you to worried yet you worried!

hahas

You have too much memories with me le la!

Its so damn awesomee you know !

I think you know !

Thankf for sharing all the problem yoou have so you would not feel stress.

Thanks for everything you had done for me!
Especially that 10 arhh..

I dunno why there is too much thing i wan to tell you lei !

I know i am nagging sometime,

Just bare with it arhh.

Its for your own good!

hahas,, (:

I am so BHB!

Thanks for the care and concern given by you !

Sorry for the quarreling !

ILOVEYOUU to the MAX !

Hahahs.

This is SEAHSHERYEE!

Although me and you wasnt that close with you and shiting,

But i really enjoy the time spent with you!

Thanks for being my listening ear sometime!

Sorry to make you accept my attitude,

I know its suck damn damn much bah

But you still accept it !

Thanks alot !

I am happy to quite alot of memories with you!
Its awesommee Alright?

Hahahs. (:

No matter who you are ,

You are still my sister okayy!

Sorryy, If i have hurt you before,

If really i have,

Please forgive me !

I know sometime i am very GL ,

But you also accept it,

Thanks alot arhh !

ILOVEYOUU !

This is ONGSHITING !

Although , i am not so close with you,

But thanks for being there for me always,

Sometimes, I am GL ,

I am sorry,

If that hurt you,

Please forgive me !
I dun mean to be Gl de arhh.

Paisehh,

Sometimess,

I am in the bad mood and i scold you,

I am also sorry for that,

Thanks for accepting my suck attitude arhh.

Paisehh and sorry!
Hahahas. (:

Thanks for all the memories given by you.

Hahahs. (:

Its so AWESOMEee..

hahahs. (:

I appericiate alot !

Anyway, your blog ,

Wrote till too touching le,

Al,ost cry arhh.

ILOVEYOUU!
(:

This is for you all !

Thanks for the care and concern !

ILOVEYOU GUY!

Thanks for the visit too!

Its awesomee and fun!

I enjoyed it alot ! (:

2010-11-09T18:56:00.003+08:00

Me ; Xinping ; Xueqi ; Sheryee ; Shi ting ; Shixuann !

My cliques!

You know wat ILOVETHEM!

hahas

Thanks for the visit today alright!

<3>

Xinping ;

Sorry to make you worry ,

I am fine !

Not need you to worry ,

I know you are shocked when you saw me just now !

PAISEEHH!

Thanks aloT ANYWAY!

ILOVEYOUU!

IMISSYOUU!

INEEDYOUU!

Start posting ;

I was injured by a HOCKEY BALL!

I was send to KK Hospital la !

Its kind of unlucky i guessed !

Haizz..

SAD CASE !

I have to say at home for 1 week!

Cant go outdoor!

Wat the - !

I gonna rot at home for 1 weeks !

No hockey till 26 NOV !

Wat the - !

I gonna die at home !

SHIT MAN!

Anyway ,

I wan to thanks,

My hockey team !

Especisally ,

Adriana & Faz !

They accompany me to KK hosiptal !

Thanks !

I wan to thanks Mr Singh ;

Thanks for sending home.

I wan to thanks coach ;

She encourage me and thanks for the care and concern!

I wan to thanks my SISTER !

Xinping ; Sheryee ; ShiTing ; XueQi!

Thanks for the visit !

I love you gut the max !

I wan to thanks for my auntie !

She came to visit me too ,

Thanks alot !

I wan to thanks Sherryn ,

Thanks for the stay over at my house.

Thanks for the fun alright!

I wan to thanks my family member,

Thanks for the care & concern !

I wan to thanks my gans !

They for the care and concern !

I wan to thanks JH & UUU!

Thanks for keeping me accompany when i am alone,

Thanks for the care and concern,

Sorry to make you guy worried!

SORRY AND THANK YOU !

Thanks people for the care & concern !

I am feeling better now !

Thanks !

I think i will post till here !

Bye Bye!

2010-11-07T22:47:00.002+08:00

ME & XINPING!
You are feature by me once again.

TODAY GONNA POST ABOUT MY CLIQUE / SISTER!

Xinping ;
To me,
You are the best friend / sister of mine.
I dunno why,
Once i get to know you,
We seem like super glue which cant be seperated,
You know wat,
I am worried about next year de thing,
I dunno why,
Even if just one class,
I just cant bare to leave you,
But we are just that close that,
Without you , I am nothing le bah.
to tell you the truth,
I guess next year we wont be together,
I will be all alone,
Meeting all the stranger i dunno know,
Studying in a totally strange environment,
I will definitly miss you like hell,
You went through so much thick and thin with me,
Then now i gonna leave you,
I just cant you know.
Haizz..
I almost when i see the post,
I am touched by it,
Although people will think we are lesbian,
But we ourselves knows wat we want as sister.
Thanks for all the memories given by you,
Its will forever be remember by me,
That a promise i make to you,
And i will keep it in my heart till i am gone.
Thanks for everything you had done !
ILOVEYOU!
IMISSYOU!
INEEDYOU!
IWANTYOU!
IHEARTS YOU!
SISTER FOR LIFE!

Shixuann ;
This is for you,
Although you are not as close as how me and xinping are,
You are counted as my second,
You are so call my daughter,
Anything,
you would come to tell and tell me,
I will try my best to help you,
Although,
I dun bare to leave you too,
I have no choice,
I cannot predict anything.
Thanks for being by my side when i need people badly,
Thanks for the memories given by you,
Its will be keep into my heart!
ILOVEYOU!

SHERYEE ;
You are next ,
Thanks for those encouragement when i am down,
Thanks for the memories given by you,
Although,
we are not that close,
But you are still very sister, my shark !
Although,
Sometime we quarrel,
We will still get back together,
Thanks for accepting my temper.
Thanks for wat you had done for me,
I appericate alot.
You will always remember by MAYSOH!
ILOVEYOU!!

SHITING ;
This is for you ,
Hahas.
Me and you are not close than you and sheryee,
But thanks for the memories given by you guy,
I love it,
Although ,
Its just short 2 years,
I just wan to thanks you all for wat you all had done for me,
I know i had bad temper,
Thanks for accepting it,
You will always be remember by MAYSOH!
ILOVEYOU!

XUEQI ;
Thanks for accepting my bad temper,
Although ,
we quarrel,
But we still get back together into the 6,
Thanks for the memories given by you,
I appericate it,
Although,
Me and you are not that close,
I still enjoy the time i am with you,
Thanks alot!
You will always be remember by MAYSOH!

DADDY ,
I wanted to thanks another person,
He is always there for me de,
Thanks daddy,
I know you are worried for me,
But thanks alot!

I will post till here ,
I love you all my sister & daddy !
Thanks for being there for me.

Bye Bye!

2010-11-06T20:45:00.002+08:00

Me , Shixuann & Xinping,
Out to orchard and somerset on 5 NOV!
Hahahs. (:
Its was fun although its tiring arhh.
Hahas. (:
Thanks for the day yeahh. (:

Xinping ;
Thanks for being there for me when i need you,
Thanks for the memories given by you,
I will treasure it de.
Hahas.
(:
This few day,
You haven been bottling up thing arhh.
Wat happen?
You still haven told me anything lei,
I am so worried for you la
Haizz.
You arhhh..
Dun wan tell me,
You thought i so smart till can guess arhh?
Must share share mahh,
Or you only tell him ( ass ) only?
I will get jealous de lei!
Hahas.
(:
Thanks anyway !

BAOBEII , imissyouu,
BAOBEII, iloveyouu,
BAOBEII , i heartsyouu !

JH ;
I know you are unhappy , Sad , Disappointed,
But you gonna cheer up !
Its a must alright!
Hahahs. (:
I feel so useless lei,
When i am sad , unhappy, disappointed,
You will always by my side ,
And care for me.
But now i only can see you alone and keep thing to yourself,
You know wat?
I am so worried for you ,
you know that?
Haizz..
I am useless daughter of your la!
Dunno wat to say to myself la.
Haizz..
Remember wat you promise me arhh. (:
Waiting for the day !

Daddy , I miss you !
Daddyy , Thanks alot !
Daddyyy , Thanks for everything !
HEARTS ! (:

Yesterday , 5 Nov,
Went to play badminton in the afternoon,
Then end le,
Jiu go home bath,
Then meet xinping and shixuann at MRT!
hahas.
Then off we go,
Somerset first,
Then to orchard ion.
Hahahs,. (;
Then walk walk,
Then went to sit as leg very pain arhh.
Hahas. (:
Went to take lots of photo arhh
Hahas. (:
COOL LEI!

Then off home we go!
hahas. (:

_________________________________

6 Nov,

Woke up ,
Then went to watch tv,
Then my brother cook maggie mee for us to eat,
Then went into the room to play poker
Hahahs. (:
Play and win 4 dollars !
hahas
I am so lucky yeahh.
Then went to bath,

And went out with sister,
Then after that came back home,
Then,
Actually, wanna meet people,
But get pisseed off and F--- up !
Then off i go ,
HOMED !
Then brother called mac!
hahas.
(:
Then mum call,
ASk to meet us,
Then went out,
Just reach home only.
Hahahs. (:

No matter how strong i am,
I will still breakdown one day,
When the day reaches,
I think something bad gonna happen,
The only thing i can tell you is,
I AM SORRYY,
Pls forgive me.
Please dun be sad,
Just continue your life ,
And live till the fullest alright?
This is for you !

Okayy,
Post till here !
Bye bye !

2010-11-04T22:57:00.002+08:00

Me & Shixuaann
Next year we may not be in the same class ,
But we are still sister alright.
May LOVE you !
Hahass
(:

Xinping ;
You this girl ,
So jealous that i wrote about my daddy?
hahaS
(:
CHEYYY !
Then today i would talk about you then.
i know your mood not good,
So am i la,
hahass.
(:
Girl ;
you have been hiding lots of thing from me arhh?
cant you just tell me?
I am so worry for you ,
you know?
Cheyy,
Later i cry because of you how?
Cheer up alright!
Remember this,
MAY STILL LOVE YOU!

JH ;
This is for you once again ,
Hahas..
CHEYY OINKOINK !
Never think of OINK arhh?
Cheyy..
(:
OINKOINKOINK Miss you alot arhh..
Okayy la,
I promise you about tmr ,
I will do it,
I will not send him anymore cold reply alright.
Thanks alot.
Thanks for the advice.
Sorry for being stubborn.
Sorry for being so useless sometime.
Sorry for saying all those stupid words sometime.
Remember this !
MAY LOVE YOU!

To you ;
Sorry for sending you cold reply,
Not in the good mood,
I will settle with you tmr alright?
hahas..
(:
Sorry for letting you take up everything when both you and me are not in good r/s
Paisehh arhh.
REMEMBER THIS !
MAY LOVE YOU!
hahas.
(:

Today,
Went to help mum they all,
So did not went to find babyy & Daddyy,
I am sorry alright
Then will still be next time i guess
hahas.
(:
Reach home at 10m plus plus,
I am tired la !
Having bad headache now.
OMG !
Siann..

OINK
OINKOINK
OINKOINKOINK!
Hahahs' (:
Only you know and i know , public dunno !
hahas
(:

Post till here then.
Bye all !
(:

2010-11-03T21:54:00.002+08:00

Me & Sheryee,
Hahass. (:
Today went out for lunch with XQ , ST , SY !
Hahass..
Was kinda funny yeahh..
Thanks arhh.
Hahas. (:

Xinping ;
Never feature you again.
Hahass.
Before having lunch we quarrel,
paiseehh arhh.
I not in the good mood arhh..
Anyway, Thanks for being by my side when i need you!

JH ;
Thanks alot,
I know you are worried,
But wat i can say now is i am trying my best le,
Misunderstanding can cause lots of thing de,
i am really sorry.
I know you are unhappy,
when you see me sad or unhappy.
I am sorry alright?
I dunno i can make it tmr anot?
I am sorry if i cant make it,
Cause its too sudden le,
Although i wish to go,
But i think i cant bahh.
Sorry if i cant,
Paisehh arhh..
Anyway thanks alot !
I think you have a STUBBORN & USELESS DAUGHTER !
Daddyy, Daughter wan to thanks you for being by her side always !
hahas.. (:
Daughter LOVE Daddy !
Hahass.
Heartss .. (:

Tingfang ;
Thanks for being by my side too.
Sorry to make you worried.
Paisehh arhh.

You ;
Sorry,
I dunno wat i can text you,
I dunno why i gave you a dead reply.
I only can say sorry..

Hello,
Back to post again !
Hahass..

Today,
went for training,
i think i over do,
I think i pull my muscle.
Its damn la,
Run half way,
cannot make it le,
So started doing strectching,
And back to run,
Then run awhile jiu stop le,
Then went to do conditioning,
Do until leg and hand cramp.
PAIN PAIN PAIN !
Then went mac after training,
slack there till 7 plus,
Then went take bus to compass,
Saw JH at there,
He did not talk to me as my sis was there,
Paisehh arhh..
Then walk out to take bus,
Then reach my stop,
Went to NTUC ,
Bought stuff,
And off i go!
HOMED !
Then now here posting.

Imissyouu badly,
Iloveyouu so much.
Thankss alot!

I will post till here.
BYE BYE !

2010-11-02T22:55:00.002+08:00

Imissyouu badly !

XINPING ;
Back to post about you again!
Not going to feature you today alright.
Hahas. (:
Paiseeh woke up late today,
then meet you all late. Sorry arhh.
Did not mean it de arhh
Hahas.

JH ;
To you once again ,
Thanks for being by my side when i need someone badly,
I dunno how am i going to thanks you alright.
But i am really happy to have a friend like you.
Hahas.(:
I know when i dun have mood,
You are kinda worry for me ,
I am sorry to make you worry okayy.
Paisehh arhh,
You seem so unwell this few days,
Takecaress of yourself hao mah?
I am so worry for you.
You arhh.
Sick also dun wan see doctor.
HOW can?
Thanks for being there for me my darling daddy! (:

Okayy,
Back to post,
Was tired recently,
Keep on thinking about think arhh.
Sorry to make people worry alright.
Hahas.
(:

Thanks cliques for making my day!

I also want to thanks 2 people!
LYB & TJH !
Thanks make my days too!
Hahass..
(:

Whenever, i walk past the places we walk before,
The memories appear once again,
Without you, i am nothing.
(:

Okayy,
I will post till here!
(:

2010-11-01T21:57:00.002+08:00

JH ; Thanks for being by my side when i need you,
Thanks alot
This few days mood not very good,
Sorry, Make you worry. Paisehh arhh..
Thanks for your comment .
I know you care alot for me ,
Thanks alot la!
I love you DADDY!
Hahas. (:
Sorry you HAVE a USELESS daughter!
You have a lousy daughter!
You have a STUPID daughter too.

Look at the girl ABOVE!
She is my beloved ,
I love her more than his boyfriend do alright,
Hahas..
I know you had been thinking about the spliting class de thing,
I am also thinking about it,
This few days,
I lose all my sleep just to think about it,
Since i decided to choose Amath,
I promise i gonna work hard and not disappoint you,
I promise you,
We are still sister forever,
I know we cant bare to leave one another,
But i believe you will still be as close de.
That a promise you make to me,
I gonna remember it for life alright?
Hahas.
(:
I LOVE YOU!
Thanks for being by my side when i need you.
Thanks alot!

Back to post le,
Hahas.
(:
Today is [ 011110! ]
The date today is nice,
Hahas. I damn love it.
Hahas. (:
Okayy,
Sleep at 2 plus am in the morning,
Wake up at 7 plus,
Reply text and cant fall asleep le,
Then text till 9 plus,
Dad came in to nag at me and sis to wake up,
Cause they wanna go out,
But i gonna go back to sch to do thing,
Hahas.
(:
Then leave house at 11.30,
Went compass meet 'DADDY!'
Then they went to have lunch,
No appetite so did not eat,
Went to sch with him,
Then after that,
They will eating outside sch while i in sch,
Then call mrs soh out to sign,
And meet them,
Off we go ,
Went mac again,
Still no appetite,
So did not ate.
hahas.
Then went to sent them off to bus interchange as they wanna go ACC,
Then went slack with xinping,
Slack awhile went home.
Then went out with parent,
Then went buy dinner and back home again.
Hahas, (;
Then aunty now at my house.
Its kinda bored so back to post.
Hahas. (:

To you ;
I dunno why since after i quarrel with you,
My mood went up and down,
Haizz.
Damn hate the feeling you know?
Haizz.
You arhh..
i dunno how say la!
Anyway,
Thanks alot alright.

Thanks :
LTF ; TJH ; LYB ; LJH ; WMH !
Thanks for making my days alright!

Thanks ;
TXP ; PSX ; SSY ; LXQ ; OST!
Thanks for being by my side when i need you all!
I know next year split class le ,
We are still sister , Clique !
I will love you all !
I will miss you all !
I <3>

Okayy ,
Post till here!

2010-10-16T19:41:00.002+08:00

Haizz, not in the mood now, Maybe i am missing you right now?

I dunno too, I have been thinking alot this few days,

haizz, i am just tired i think.

I hope everything would be fine....

Back to post,

Currently not in good mood either.

Haizz..

When to help my mum at her shop today,

was kinda bored but thanks to JH & <3>

They text me and we chat.

Hahas..

Then went to the back at the shop to take a nap,

was very very tired,

Then slept for like 1 hour?

Then woke up,

Back and off we go,

Homed,

Bath and now preparing to go out again.

Bye bye!

2010-10-11T20:50:00.002+08:00

Hope that i got a chance to recieve flowers from you too. (:

Waiting for the day to come too. (:

Xinping ; Happy 1 year, Hahas.. (:

Last longg hor, Dun take thing for granted again! (:

Okayy,
Back to post once again,
EXAM period,
Then very lazy to study arhh..
Hahas..
(:
History manage to do finish but i dun really think i can pass,
SAD LA!
Then DNT I think can pass la,
Cause got the help of people. (:
Thanks arhh..
(:
Hahass.

Tmr English paper 2 and Literature,
Sure die de,
hahass...
(:
Jiayouss bahh..
Haizz..

<3>
Hey boy,
Cheer up alright,
I dunno you lose your ez-link card,
I also dunno where you put arhh..
So careless arhh..
Hahas.. (:
Study hard for you EOY hor..
MUST STUDY HOR!
Dun slack slack only,
Later retain how?
Your mum come find me how?
Hahas..
(:
Thanks for keeping me accompany most of the time,
Hahas..
Thanks for the encouragement from you.
Thanks for everything you did for me! (:
<3>

Xinping ;
Last longg hor,
Anything tell me,
Dun keep it to yourself,
Must share share!
hahas. (:
I LOVE YOU!

You ;
Dun worry for your result la,
Sure can pass de,
Better do your work hor.. (:
Jiayouss.. (:
Think postive hor. (:

Okayy,
Post till here. (:

Bye bye!

2010-10-10T19:23:00.004+08:00

Thanks for making my day !

101010!

Hahass..

Xinping ; Thanks for being by my side when i need you. (:

I Love you ! <3

Hello,

Back to post,

Hahass..

Today,

went out to study at 10am plus,

Hahass..

Then eat at KFC,

Hahass..

Then went off to popular,

Buy thing for exam,

Saw Shixuann,

Then bought everything that is needed,

Hahass. (:

Then went off to KOPITIAM,

Then pack food,

Then off we go,

went to someone house to study,

Did not get to study much too,

Then see them play DOTA,

Hahass..

Slack awhile and off i go,

Headed homed..

Here posting.

<3>

Thanks for making my day today,

Hahass.

I enjoyed alot,

Hahass..

Thanks for the text alright,

Hahass..

1010101010!

Hahass..

I am here wishing happy birthday to your ah gong!

Hahass..

Enjoyed! (:

Love! <3!

Xinping ;

Thanks for being by my side when i need you,

Thanks alot,

I promise you already,

Study hard,

Hahass.

Hope you do well in your exam. (:

1 more day to 1 year le,

Last long hor. (:

Smile more. (:

I LOVE YOU! (:

<3!

Okayy,

Post till here,

Going back to study. (:

BYE BYE!

2010-10-09T09:23:00.002+08:00

I am awaiting for 101010!

Hahass..

xinping ; Every decision we make now, its very important so are you and so am i.

Jiayouss bahh..

Hope i can do well in my EOY!

One More day! <3!

Okayy,
Back to post,
This yesterday till next week,
Its would be our Exam,
Haizz...
Very scare i never do well in it,

This few day,
Very hard to concretrate in study,
STRESS!

Haizz,
Need to study for EXAM le,
HISTORY!

<3>
Thanks for being there when i need you,
Thanks for sending me home,
Thanks for all the joke,
Thanks for the accompany,
Thanks teaching me in my studies,
Thanks for everything you did for me,
And i LOVE YOU!
Hahass..

I am still waiting alright,
101010!

Okay,
I will post till here. (:

2010-09-26T17:31:00.002+08:00

This is a photo for you ; This smile is for you,

I LOVE YOU!

I believe in wat you say at 11.11 in the morning,

I trust damn damn muchs! (:

I MISS YOU BADLY!

Okayy,
Back to post,
Its was kidda bored,
Yesterday,
went to anchorvale swimming complex to study,
They go swim,
Sit there just to text and do homework,
Hahass..
Then after they swim,
went to compass library,
to do the rest of the homework,
hahass..
But cant finish and the librarian came
and say there is not enough space for all,
So ask we all not to do the homework.
Then walk out of libray,
Went walk around,
Then actually wan to meet someone de,
But no mood out of sudden,
Then went to bus interchange,
Then the bus not double deck,
then dun wan take,
So walk home instead,

I think alot during the walk,
Hahass..
Then text someone,
I promise him not to do something,
Hahass. (;
Then went NTUC,
Buy chocolate as i only eat breakfast for the whole day,
hahass..
(:
Then went home,
bath And eat,
Went to text someone.
(:

<3,
i believe in you no matter wat,
Watever you say,
I trust,
but i hope you will not lie to me arhh. (:
I believe in wat you say today at 11.11,
it is touched,
I feel the expression you are showing at that time,
Hahass..
You says after exam,
But i think its very long leii.
Haizz..
I just hope it would be before exam.
I MISS YOU BADLY,
I LOVE YOU FROM MY HEART!
(:
See you soon! (:

xinping,
You arhh,
Very guailan arhh..
Like that treat me arhh,
Pushing everything to him,
win le lor!
Hahass. (:

Okayy,
post again soon,
BYE BYE!

<3>

2010-09-24T17:10:00.004+08:00

Love ; I dunno why i care so much of your feeling?

I care about your feeling more than myself..

But i just dunno why, you are giving a chance,

i feel so wierd, haizz.. But i will love you!

Okay,
Back to post,
Hahass..
was currently messaging someone important to me.
hahass..
(:

Today had concert for the farewell for our principal,
Its was bored,
But thanks to my lovely friends,
They jokes and make stupid thing which make me so happy,
Hahass..
Then was watching half way,
Saw someone,
Then we stare at me,
I stare at him.
Then i paisehh,
Then i turn away,
In the few seconds,
Something went to my mind,
Haizz..
Then continuce to watch the concert,
Then the concert end,
Went home to change,
Then off to school again,
For my training,
hahass..
Then was training,
Suddenly rains,
So do physical,
Run 15mins,
And its like i feel my chest so pain,
But i continuce,
hahas..
Then went on to do strengthing,
Then end training,
Then was talking among ourselves with coach and mr singh,
hahass.
(:

Actually wanna meet someone de,
But already reach home,
plus the person very busy,
so went home instead.
Then now posting.
hahass..

xinping,
Maybe you said it correctly,
I put my heart into the relationship,
but i dunno i got a chance anot,
But i am going to make it a try,
To give myself a chance,
and to give him a chance,
I promise you,
I will not hurt myself okay.
(:
Thanks for the care and concern. (:

You ,
I dunno how you feel,
But i will give you a chance to know me better,
I will also give myself to accept you,
I really hope it would not be a one sided love,
And i will not force you make decision. (:
Thanks for the care and concern now!
(:
Thanks for cheering me!
(:

Okayy ,
bye bye!

2010-09-16T16:57:00.002+08:00

I just dunno, Did i make a wrong decision?

Haizz, I think you are hating me just now.

I am very sorry, Hope you would forgive me.

I just dun wan anyone is get injured and so i told teacher,

I am sorry!

Okayy,
Back to post,
I feel so confused now,
haizz..
I dunno i did the correct decision anot?
haizz..
I am really very sorry wat i had done.
But really,
I am reaaly trying to help you.
I dun wan you to get into a police case,
Do you know that,
Where got friends want friends to get caught by police!
Really.
Hope you forgive me,
And understand me!

Today school was as per normal,
Just not focus in class,
Was thinking about thing,
Haizzz..
Seriously,
am i a spare tyre for you?
Thinking its for quite a long time,
Feeling so stress too.

EOY coming,
Have to focus in class right now!
Haizz..
So stress,
I HATE EXAM!

J ;
I am really sorry,
I am trying to act good in front of teacher,
That wat i can say to you!
Anyway hope you will forgive!

A ;
I am not crazy,
hahass.
But i really wan it!
Hope you would give! (:

Him ;
Hey,
Go and find her la,
Dun come find me la,
I am not your spare trye! Hahass.
(:

Post till here.
(:

2010-09-06T19:34:00.002+08:00

My dearest ; XINPING!
Thanks for being there for me, When i am down,
But sometime, its really hard to accept the fact.
Haizz.. Tell you next time. (:

Back to post,
Today wake up early,
To go back to school,
For Hockey training,
Its very very fun.
Learnt 2 skills today,
Hahass..
Was tired yet fun,
And I gain lots of things from today training.
(:

Hahass..
Tmr still need go school for CIP!
Haizz..
Sun love home lei..
Beside IMH only,
So scare and worried,
Hahass.
Hope that its would be that fun.
(:

F ;
Who do you think you are to say that,
I hate you!
Dun make decision on your fucking own la.
Pls la,
I am also human right,
Dun like then FUCK OFF!!
I wan you to apologised to me!!

I think i should post till here.

2010-09-02T18:56:00.002+08:00

Haizz,

Photo with sher yee, Yet xinping have match cant go,

So i am sheryee make memories on our own. (:

Okayy,

Back to post,

Its has been a few day since i post,

Today,

Was quite a boring and tiring day,

Haizz..

I am like so tired,

Heard that holiday is coming was so excited,

Had lots of plan with clique!

Hahas.s

Lazy post arhh..

Post till here then.

I MISS YOU!

2010-08-31T19:34:00.002+08:00

Haizz,

I am be strong outside, But not inside. Everyone is strong in their own ways.

Looking at the water, its remind of the past when i am with you. I miss you badly!

Today,
Was sport fistea,
Its was fun,
Although we lose,
but we learn alot of thing in it.
Hahass..
(:

Winning is nothing, Wanting to win is the main thing.
(:

Hahaass..
(:

Enjoy the whole process,
even though was late release.
hahass..
Saw him with a big smile.
hahass..
'GT' you sucks!
You make me so paisehh in front of him!!
haizzz.
But i still love your last time de hair.
Hahass. (:
Now not nice le. (:

Even you are sad,
We still have to carrying on living,
Even you are happy,
We still have to carrying on living.
Why not just be happy,
And remember the good memory than the bad one.
Hahass..
(:

You changed me into a better person,
yet you did not noticed it.
I miss your smile!

I may not be perfect ,
But i am always me!

Okayy,
Should post till here.
(:

Bye bye!

2010-08-30T20:46:00.002+08:00

Back to post,
Hahas..
Was not feeling well in the morning.
Haizz..

Went to sch,
as per normal,
Have classes.
Then study study lor.
Haizz.

Tmr got sport fiesta,
Its would be fun,
Hahaas..
Hope that,
We can win.
(:
All the best! (:

Post till here.

2010-08-20T23:29:00.002+08:00

hello,
Back to post,
Hahass..

Just came back no long from seng kang HOCKEY pitch,
Its was a great day there.
(:
Had lots of fun cheering for SINGAPORE!
Its was a great game,
Although they lose,
They are the CHAMPION!
Hahass..
Just love the way they play,
Its was so damn cool!
(:

I also wan your autographs. (:
I love the way you are! (:
You are the best!

GET WELL SOON!!

Okay,
Today went to school,
School was as per normal,
Haizz..
Then after sch,
Went to eat,
Then went home to change,
And went out to buy ticket,
Hahaass..
(:
Even though i quene very long for the ticket,
But i enjoy the game alot. (:
Hahass... (:

Singapore HOCKEY TEAM ;
You guy did pretty well,
I am proud of you guy,
You guy are the CHAMPION in singapore!
(:
Hope you guy rest well,
And play well tmr! (:

X;
Hahass,,
He is so handsome,
And he is mine!
Pls dun snatch!! (:

I will be going to support our hockey boy TMR!

Okaayy,
I will post till here.
(:
Bye Bye.

2010-08-17T15:16:00.002+08:00

Hello,
back to post,
hahass..

Just came back from school,
Hahass..
Its was rather bored in sch,
And i knew i am going to fail my GEOGRAPHY!
Haizz..
SO disappointed in myself.

Haizz,
This few days,
Happen quite lots of thing,
Which shock me so much,
Which i dunno wat i should do la,
Haizz..

X;
Since you already knew,
I really dunno i should accept it anot,
I really dun wan to hurt anyone,
But i just dunno the ans,
Yes,
I have been telling you to go with SUPERMAN,
But i myself dunno wat i am suppose to do la,
Haizz..
I am tired of this leii.

YOU ;
You say you like me,
But yet,
I still can't forget someone,
He is that important to me,
but i dun wish to hurt you too,
But yet,
I still can't give you the answer ,
This few days,
I just wish to force for my studies as you know,
Cause i promise someone i will do well,
But i really dunno.
give me more time can?
I am confused now.

Imagine me without you,
How will you be?
Will be the same you?
Will we still be friends?

Haizz,
Its time for me to BUCK up in studies,
AND;
I will give all out!!!

Okayy,
I will post till here.
Byee.
(:

2010-08-12T20:26:00.004+08:00

Time changes so fast ; Just miss all the memories we spent together,

Somehow, Just wan to remember the good memories than the bad memories. (:

Hello..
back to post,
Hahas,,
(:

Today,

Did not really know how to do geography,

Haizz..

The rest of the period,

Continuce studying,

Then very bored lor..

Hahass..

Post till here first.

2010-08-10T17:05:00.002+08:00

Back to post..
hahass..
(:

Anyway,
Wasn't in good mood,
Hahass..

Anyway,
Everyone will change,
The one beside you,
Your best friends.
Haizz..
Just dunno why this few day keep thinking about things,
Just dunno why??
Haizzz..
Maybe things might happen bahh..

Very tired alreadyy!!

BB;
I know things had change,
You and me also changing,
But due to the change,
everything around us also change,
So sometimes,
We have to face the fact,
I know its hard,
But we still had to face it no matter wat.
So i hope,
youu will not get the wrong face,
I am very tired ,
This few months happen so much things,
Sometimess,
Just wanna to be alone but cannot,
Haizz..
Hope that you could understand me more.
Really.
Hope things go smooth bahh..
(:

Okayy,
Today went out with sister and sue,
They went to take their YOG stuff,
Was so bored la,
But nevermind,
Hahaass.
(:

Tmr common test start,
Hope i will pass with flying colours,
(:

Same to all my friends. (:

Its really time i have to change
MY ATTITUDE!!

Okayy,
Bye all. (:

I love you,
I Miss you,
Hope there will be the ending for me and you,
Tired of waiting,
Hope you understand me. (:

2010-08-05T20:36:00.003+08:00

Hello,
Back to post.

Today was a long day in sch,
Its was so bored,
Hahass.. (:

Was home early today,
Hahass..
Did not slack as much as usual,

A ;
To me,
You are just not that kind of girl,
I thought you was a good and kind person,
But did not know you did all this thing.
I just does not know,
Did i regretted being your friend?
Maybe NO.
I hope you will not do think that we will not wish you had done.
I still believe in you,
Dun disappointed me!!

X ;
I just dunno wat happen to you or me,
I am just sick and tired of telling you thing,
Seriously,
I am saying the fact,
Dun take thing for granted like ME!!
I am trying to help you,
And from where we stand,
We can see the clear you,
I know you love Dumbdumbass,
But yet,
You dun wan to hurt him,
But you had never let go,
You would not feel how important is DDA!
I hope you get wat i mean.
I am not trying to break your relationship with B.
I wan toy to get the fact right!

Anyway,
Was countind down,
Sister coming back sinapore soon,
Haizz..
Miss our quarrel..
Hahaass..
(:
4 More days to go!
Hahaass..

Okayy,
I will post till here.
Bye! (:
(:

2010-08-03T19:11:00.002+08:00

Hello,
Back to post..
Hahass..
Its has been long since i last post,
i was so lazy to post laa..

Everyday in school since so bored la,
Haizzz,
Especially,
My mother tongue teacher,
She only knows how to complain!!
ARHHHHHHH.............

Everyday since to be so tired..
haizz..
Just hate schooling now!!!

Anyway,
i will post till here..
Bye bye!!

2010-07-16T21:01:00.003+08:00

Hello,
Back to post,

Was busy with hockey for this few weeks,
But yet everything ended in a fews second,
I just can't faced the fact,
Maybe i am just a failure bah.

Everyone,
Seem to be okay,
Yet me,
Just wanted to turn the time back,
But if would not happen once again.

In anyway,
We had training today,
Its was fun,
Soccer first then hockey,
Coach was laughing and she is damn CUTE!
Hahass..
Had fun,
But yet not really happy.
hahaass...

I was so happy that you will still be there for us,
I am so glad after i heard it.
Thanks for not disappointing me. (:

I still can't faced the fact,
I am so useless,
I hate myself!

Today,
I gave you a hug,
But its all came from bottom of my heart,
you will so warm,
I just can't leave without you,
You are my everything!
I love you!
I hope nothing would happens to you. (:

Hahass..
ALL the best to C DIV Hockey boys,
Do us proud!
I have nothing to post le,
Bye Bye!

2010-07-09T21:55:00.002+08:00

Yea : Is XINPINGGG HERE SAVING MAYSOHMEINI THEE LASTEST GIRL BLOG !
Hahas , post one pic to keep her blog alive ! . LOLS !
Anyway , thanks for your hug today ! . ; MaySoh !

2010-07-02T09:49:00.002+08:00

Hello.
Back to post,

Did not go sch,
For some reasons.

Seriously,
I should had give up,
I am so disappointed in myself!!
I HATE MYSELF,
Sorry my teammates,

Zal,
I know you have been suffering for the team,
I know you get injured during the game,
But i know you will stand up again,
Just for the team,
I promised you,
I will also stand up for the team,

Reg,
Sorry to disappoint you too,
I know we guy give in your 200%,
Yet me,
I just disappoint all of you.
I am just a failure!

XINPING ;
Thanks for cheering me up,
But yet,
I still can't stand up,
I just can't pull myself up,
But i know you guy are supporting me,
So i have to do it.
Thanks for ur encouragement!

Teachers , Coaches , Mental skills coach,
Thanks so much,
I know you guy think that we give all out,
Thanks you guys for ur encouragement!
(:

I will stand up on my own,
And overcome the fear and proof it the next game,
I believe we can do it.
Come on girls!
(:

I will post till here.
Bye bye.

2010-07-01T20:17:00.002+08:00

I F(_)CKING HATE MYSELF!!!!!

Post till here!!!!!!!!

2010-06-27T11:23:00.004+08:00

Hello.
Back to post.
Today its the last day of holidays.
OMG.

Its like damn fast la.
I did not have much time spenting on friends,
But i am enjoying my holidays,
By training very hard for hockey.
There may be injuries,
Yet,
Its like very fun.
hahass.
All those friendly match,
Do make memories for our teams, ourselves.
Hahaass..

Next week onwards,
I would not be that free already,
I had matches and training almost for the whole week,
so anything just text me.
hahass..

Seriously,
I dun wish to go back sch.
Hahaass..
But i can't choose.
hahaass..
(:

Friends see you tmr.

Girls,
Tues is the very start of our match.
Hope you guy give all out.
There would not be regret after the match.
All the best..
Jiayouss..

Okayy.
Post till here.

2010-06-14T22:11:00.002+08:00

Hey.
Just here to have a short post okay.
Hahass..

Anyway,
I was rather sad and happy today.
I just dunno why i feel it this way.
But nevermind,
I would try to change the way i am thinking now.
Seriously,
I am trying my very best to FORGET things,
Which i dun wan it to be in my mind.

There is no way to regret,
Thing had happen,
We can't turn thr time back.

REGINA ;

I am trying my very best,
To forget thing,
but i really needs lots of time and encouragement.
When someone really fall,
Its really very hard to stand up or
rather the pain would be there forever.
I am trying to overcome my fear against them,
I am scare i can't do it.
Haizz..
DIE!!
Nevermind,
I promise you,
I would try my very best in all this.

XINPING ;

You may be very down right now,
But i really dunno wat to say to you,
I had try to cheer you up,
But when i fail to,
I make myself down.
I am sorry,
I am trying to help you to solve this problem.
You maybe very upset now,
But he maybe would be more upset then you.
I think he dun wan to say it to you,
But he accidently say it.
Give him a chance & give yourself a chance bah.
Dun regretted if you make a wrong decision.
( LIKE ME! )

To Them ;

I am sorry,
I did not mean to injured most of you,
I am really sorry.

Okay,
Just wan to say,
Things had happen CANNOT be change,
But THING have not HAPPEN, You still can change!

Okay,
Bye ALL!

2010-06-08T19:22:00.001+08:00

Hello..
Back to post.
Just change my blogskin.
Done by : XINPING!
Thankss..

Today,
was a tiring day,
Went to help my mum at her store.
hahass..

Tmr,
Got training.
Hahass..

I will post till here for now.

2010-06-01T00:05:00.002+08:00

Hello.
Back to post.
Was rather lazy and busy with thing!
Hahass..

Anyway,
just came here to wrote something.

GIRL,
i knew you did not give up,
so jiayouss..
You can do it de.
Remember wat I say,
Not to give up do easily okay..
See you tmr.

Anway,
afternoon just went to cut hair,
it's was so short!!
OMG!!
Sian.
Dunno when my hair,
would grow back the same length!!
Sleeping soon.

Bye everyone!!

!

2010-05-24T20:44:00.003+08:00

helloo..
Back to post,
Today was a tiring DAY!

Even though there is things which,
make us angry, sad, happy.
but at least we did our best!

Yes,
Everyone,
we may not did our best today,
But there is still hope okay!
Dun give up,
Come on,
June is coming le,
Just Buck up for this few months!
We know we can,
So proof it okay?
Hahass..
(:

The word you say is really touching,
Seriously,
I almost cry over it,
maybe wat you say mean lots of thing,
hahass.
There is me,
I will not let you down,
Dun worry! TRUST ME!

Okay,
Will post till here!
(:

2010-05-13T11:47:00.002+08:00

hello..
Back to post..
But i am posting with the school computer.
Hahass..
Lolss..

here to say
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED COUSIN!
YONG WEN!
One year older le hor!
Must be a man do the right thing arhh..
Hope to meet you soon..
Hahass..

Today in was okay..
hahass..
(:
Just now having headache,
but now okay le lor..

ANGRY WITH SOMEONE!
FFFFFFFFF

Haiizz..

Nevermind,
This few days happen lots of thing,
I am sorry if i did thing wrongly towards you ( xp )

XP:
I dun like him already dun worry,
Dun worry
I would still be the cheerful may okay?
Hahass..

To you!
I LOVE YOU DAMN DAMN LOTS..
MEET YOU SOON OKAY?
Love love..

Post till here..
BYE BYE!!

2010-05-07T12:55:00.002+08:00

Hello..
Back to post le..

Its was so long which i started posting now.
hahass..

Anyway,
I am in school now,
Just using it to post only..
Hahass..

Anyway,
I have phone le,
So sorry to those who text me and i never reply.
Cause my phone is confiscate by teacher la!

Hate them.. Hahass..
Anyway ,
Just came to say i LOVE YOU [ S ]
hahass..

LOVE
CLIQUES!
xinping, sheryee, shiting, xueqi & shixuan.. (:
Thanks for being by my side especially xinping.
LOVE LOVE!

I would post here till now.
Blog again next time.
Hahass..
Bye bye!!
Pls do contact me. (:

2010-04-08T20:29:00.002+08:00

Have not been posting for so long!
Hahass..
This few week have was lazy & busy.
Hahass..

Okay,
In school, was damn fun la.
Hahass..
(:

SOOO Happy!

[ 4 more days to my birthday! ]
hahass..
(:

I am kinda worry,
haizz..
Our hockey standard had drop so much.
OMG!
I was so damn worry for them.
Haizz..
No one wanted to pay attention in training,
Then how to improve,
Haizzz...
Captain scolded at you all,
Also dun wan to listen..
haizz..
I have nth to say,
cause i am not the captain.

Anyway,
i will post till here first.
Bye Bye!

2010-03-22T20:12:00.002+08:00

Helloss,
Back to post,
Did not post quite a few weeks,
Was lazy la..
Hahass..

[ 220310 ]
First,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SHITING!
One more older le,
Must be more muture hor,
Dun some thing also cry,
Cry dun really can help to settle thing,
Be strong okay?
Hahass..
Anyway,
Hope wat you wish will come true,
Hope you pass ur test/exam with flying colours!
Anyway,
The thingy had be over,
Dun have to remember it!
STAY HAPPY!
CALENDER will be by ur side!
hahass..
(:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MARCUS!
One year older too,
Hahass.
Hey,
You have to be more muture la,
Dun keep on playing in class,
Later you retain how?
The class must be united!
No one can retain,
I hope you would pass ur test/exam with flying colours.
STAY HAPPY!
Hahass..
(:

Okay,
So today went sch as per normal,
Hahass..
(:
Wasn't late.
Hahass..
(:
SKIP SKIP!
Went recess,
Sang birthday song for marcus,
Hahass..
Make him so paisehh..
(:
Then SKIP SKIP!
Then compass eat le,
Then went back to sch,
Had the programme,
Has lots of fun,
But very paiseh,
Alot of people seeing,
Hahass..
LOLS..
Then after that,
Meet sis at compass,
Then went anchorvale,
Had training,
Hahass.
Was quite fun,
Even i was quite tired.
Hahass..
(:
Then end,
Mr singh talk about the training & mental skills thingy,
Then went home,
Hahass..
(:
I was so damn stupid,
I forget to take my shoe bag!
Inside got,
School shoe, hockey things..
Haizz..
SAD!
Tmr then can take back.
Hahass..
Thanks Mr singh,
Help me take my bloody shoe bag,
Hahass..
Sorry to troubled you.
Hahas..
(:

To you,
Yes,
You say i can't forgive and forget,
Then be it,
I dun really care much le,
You wanna say then say,
I dun think i can do something which its better to stop it,
Haizz,
Wanna help a friend you know later then me,
Then go ahead,
Dun wan trust me go ahead,
Nothing much i could say anymore,
You wanna to be so lame then go ahead,
BADMOUTH also can,
Say i snatch people BOYFRIEND also can,
I dun think i can accept all this rubbish,
i know you hate me so much,
Then also go ahead,
Yes some many year of friends are for rubbish la,
Wan me then use me,
Dun wan me,
Treat me like a rubbish,
Dun wan treat me better then dun be friends la,
Wat are friend for?
You dunno?
Lolss..
Everytime say people,
See urself first okay?
I am much much better then you!
GO ahead and say!

I am so going to stop posting for today,
Bye Bye!

2010-03-09T20:15:00.002+08:00

Hellos,
Back to post,

Sch as usual,
Today,
Was quite bored,
But during recess,
I had something which i dun wish to hear at all,

To you : N.
I had help you so much,
And you said i like you?
Pls la!
I like someone else le hor!
I helping cause i treat you as junior,
That all,
Dun think too much la hor!

Then after that went back to class,
was maths,
Quite bored la,
Then carry on with lit,
Then sci,
Then END SCH!
But did not attend the classes after sch,
Went to have lunch with,
xinping, sheryee, Shiting.
Then after that went to the playground,
Play & slack,
Then i went back to sch,
Then MR ALI saw me,
Then talk to me,
Hahass..
Then went in to sch,
Saw xuan they all,
Then after went for VITAS,
Was bored there,
Had to do CIP around the sch,
Then went to pick up rubbish,
Then after that,
Wrote reflection.
hahass..
(:
Then after that,
Meet xinping they all,
Then went to pasar malam with sheryee,
Then went home.
Hahass..
(:

To You : X.Q

I did not write ur name at the white board,
Really not me,
Haizz,
Dun angry le la,
Cheer up okay?

To You : A.

I hope you would not lie to me okay?
I really hope wat you say its the truth,
So i believe in you.
Anyway,
Takecaress..

To You : M . A

Thanks for wat you had say,
I know you care about me,
I know,
But i really dunno why i did that,
Anyway,
Thanks for the care & concern.

To you : S. A

Ur apologised in totally useless!
I HATE YOU!
You guy dunno anything,
Also know how to say.
Wat if you are me?
I dun like him!
I knew its would happened again,
And so i did not truth you guy much!

To You : Mr SUPERMAN!

I really appericate wat you did,
I knew they will not turn over a new leaf,
There is no use to forgive them,
I told you thing would happened,
You does not believe,
I HAVE been so long with them,
I know their behavior le.
Haizz..

To you : Miss . W

I am sorry,
I still can't forget the incident,
I dun think i had change myself,
Is how you guys think of me,
Yes,
You said i rather people to be happy then sad,
But that me,
I can't let any of my friends to be sad,
And so sometime i have to take the blame,
I know you are worried for me,
But i know wat i am doing,
Dun worry okay?
(:

I will end my post here.
(:

Bye!

2010-02-24T21:20:00.002+08:00

Helloss..
BAck to post.
hahass..

DID not really have the mood la.
Something happen again
Haizz..
This time is more worst.

Haizz..
Dun wan bother to say ur name out.
haizz..
Anyway,
I knew a ans from you,
When me and her drop into the sea,
YOU will sure save her than me right?
HAizz..
(:
Hope this would change.
(:

Anyway,
Just wan to say,
There is no sincere in you guy,
Pls la,
So you dun have to say it in blog.

I will post till here,
Bye Bye!

2010-02-21T18:34:00.004+08:00

Helloss..
Its had been quite long since i last post.
hahass..

Dun really have the mood to post,
There is too much thing happening,
Which i dun really feel like saying,
But i am going to say now.
I hope you will understanding me more.

Everyone has different type, groups of friends,
I know,
Everyone mixed with different friends,

Yes,
Me, Myself & I
Has many groups of friends.

I am really sick and tired of a groups of friends,
They are some how a FUCKING BITCH to me.
When you guy need me,
Then used me to cheer you guy up,
When you guy does not need me,
Throw me aside,
Have you guy thought of me feeling?
I can be there for you all when you all are down,
I will be there like the strong one,
You guy think that i will not be down/unhappy isit?
Pls la,

Since you guy can kick me like a ball,
Then dun even come back,
Because i will never think that you guy are my friends,
Not at all.
Dun beg me,
Caunse you guy are not DOG!
I am totally disgusted by you all,

Yes,
Without is nth to you all,
I know,
But have you guys know,
How i feel,
The time we had fun,
The time which we had,
You guy forgotten,
Not to say the life in secondary,
In primary sch,
you guy are also like that,
I am not the MAY in PRIMARY SCH anymore,
I will no longer be the MAY,
I really wanted a apologised from all of you very long already,
Totally DISAPPOINTED IN YOU GUY!

I hope you guy will change all ur attitude,
If not i would really put all my anger on all of you,
Yes,
Everyone has a strong side,
We also have a weak side,
I really dun wan you all to step on my weak side,
And keep on bullying me,
I will no longer give you guy chance,
I have been A NEW AND FRESH MAY,
I KNEW I WOULD OVERCOME YOU GUY!
Somemore the thing already passes more than 2 months le,
I really hope thing could be erase off too.

The tired MAY have to be change,
REALLY!
We guy just cannot understand me.
I HATE IT!

I only know the my class clique could understand me more than,
Any of you could,
So i may try to give up you guy,
I am saying the team ( hockey )
You guy should know who i am saying.

I AM TIRED ALREADY!!

FROM,
MAY!

2010-02-14T08:50:00.002+08:00

Hello..
Back to post le,
Today is Chinese new year.
Later have to go grandma house,
hahass..
Maybe later go meet xinping they all..
Haizz..
Nth to post le.

Wishing all chinese to have a great chinese new year.
To all,
To have a great Valentine's day.
(:

Have fun.
ENJOY it! (:

Thank my friends for wishing me happy new year and valentine's day.
(:

When free then blog!
(:

2010-02-03T20:33:00.002+08:00

Hellos...
Back to post.
Hahass..
(:

[ 020210 ]

Anyway time went to fast le la,
Anyway was late for sch on tues,
Then aftert that,
Went to hall,
Then they talk lor,
After that,
Went back to class,
Then lesson,
SKIP!!
Then after sch,
Went out of sch to have lunch,
Then went back sch for CCM
Then talk, play, eat.
Hahass..
(:
Then after that,
END le,
Then went hougang mall to find mum,
Then went to eat,
Then went to exchange a pant,
Then went to buy dinner,
Then went home lor.
Hahass..
(:

[ 030210 ]

Today,
Went to sch lor,
Was almost late,
If we never run,
Sure late de lor,
Haizz..
Cause Mrs Soh said i today cannot be late,
If not dunno wat will happen,
Lolss..
Hahass..
(:
Lesson as per normal,
Quite Bored,
But home econ,
Was fun,
Had practical,
Make pizza,
Hahass.
Nice..
(:
SKIP!
After sch,
Went to punggol plaze to have lunch,
Ate Suki sushi,
Hahass..
Was damn nice la,
Hahass..
(:
Then after that,
Went home,
Then went to find mum at her work place,
Then went to get my phone battery cause spoil,
Then after that went home,
Hahass..
(:

That all,
I think i will upload during the next post,

Thanks for the fun,
SISTERS!
xinping, Xueqi, sheryee, shiting, shixuan!
Apple,Snow white, Shark, Fishball, Algea.
(:

Byebye!
(:

2010-01-31T18:03:00.006+08:00

Just wanna to upload so photo.
(:
Hahass..

Bye bye! (:

2010-01-31T16:38:00.002+08:00

Helloss..
Back to post again..

Today was sister birthday!
Happy birthday to you!
Hahass..

Today wake up,
then watch shows,
Then shiyi text me,
Ask me about my sis,
Then after that,
They wanna give her surprise,
Then help them lor.
Hahass..
(:

Have lots of fun.
(:

Days passes very fast,
Going to be feb le,
Haizz..
Common test also coming le..
MUST STUDY HARD! (:

2010-01-23T21:55:00.004+08:00

yesterday,
had lots of fun,
But i not going to postt too much.
hahass..
(:

I will upload the photo later.
Bye bye! (: